Mmkay, i had this lil' conversation with my mom ytd abt my relationship problems. it was then tad i finally realised wad a dumb, immature, selfish, insensitive, uncaring, and all the negative adjectives wadsoever to describe wad samuel sim wei quan really is. & my mom oso added tad if she were to be my girlfriend, she'd definitely feel heart broken for having a boyfriend like me. it's just all the little things like taking her for granted, telling her how pretty or how good other girls are and so many other immature stuff tad i've been doing unconsciously over the past 1 year plus tad led to this eventual sour turn in our relationship. the moment i realised how foolish i've been, all tad was on my mind was to call her up at tad instant & apologise for everything. but tad wldn't be sincere enough. i needed to tell her in person. in fact, there're so many things i wanna tell her right now... but somehow, i can't bring myself to see or talk to her. i just feel so bad. all this while, it has really been a fairy tale... beauty & the beast. yea tad's right, i'm the mean, ugly, scary beast who only knows how to make belle cry.
& i just don't listen to any advice ppl give. weiwen told me tad one shd never listen to jay chou's 說好的幸福呢 (translation: where is the promised happiness) when one has just broke up with his or her other half but guess wad? i havent heard tad song before mah, so i went to youtube to check it out... & holy sh*t! my heart just sank real deep... i dont even think it's in me anymore. haa.
Okay, i was reading up jiahui's blog just a moment ago and yes! i do believe in fairies too! i want to believe in them. believe tad maybe one day, they're gonna lead crystal back to me... yea, some day. :'( & i'll be waiting for tad day to come.
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Oh, and i'd like to wish my buddy Christopher a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D haha!
my family's organising a countdown cum bbq party tmr evening (31/12/08) over at my place. it's open to everyone. there will be food, drinks, fun & lots of laughter, promise! (: so feel free to drop me a txt to let me know if u're interested in coming.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Went over to Wei Wen's place earlier on this afternoon to have a lil' chat with him. after all, we are both kind of on the same boat. haha. felt quite bad making him talk abt the unhappy events tad took place recently...
anyway, i gotta admit, i really learnt a lot frm him today. he really has his ways to deal with things. lol! and i left his place feeling so much better. thks weiwen!
& woah! my dad just installed a home karaoke system in the living room. awesome! =D guess it really came at the right time... k-boxing sessions all the way! hah.
but i kinda pity my poor neighbours... =.=" gotta endure all the "noise pollution".
Oh & Jia Hui, if u're seeing this, i just want u to know tad Wei Wen really loves u. i respect the both of u a lot and have always pictured u two as an example to so many other couples. i respect how dedicated u two are towards one another and somehow, i just feel tad it's really a waste for u two to break up. be it a big problem or a minor one, wldn't it be so much easier for u if wei wen cld just share part of your burden with u? try nt to be too hard on yourself k? & wadever the case is, wei wen's always just a phone call away. i really hope to see u guys get back tgt. (:
*day 3 and still waiting
anyway, i gotta admit, i really learnt a lot frm him today. he really has his ways to deal with things. lol! and i left his place feeling so much better. thks weiwen!
& woah! my dad just installed a home karaoke system in the living room. awesome! =D guess it really came at the right time... k-boxing sessions all the way! hah.
but i kinda pity my poor neighbours... =.=" gotta endure all the "noise pollution".
Oh & Jia Hui, if u're seeing this, i just want u to know tad Wei Wen really loves u. i respect the both of u a lot and have always pictured u two as an example to so many other couples. i respect how dedicated u two are towards one another and somehow, i just feel tad it's really a waste for u two to break up. be it a big problem or a minor one, wldn't it be so much easier for u if wei wen cld just share part of your burden with u? try nt to be too hard on yourself k? & wadever the case is, wei wen's always just a phone call away. i really hope to see u guys get back tgt. (:
*day 3 and still waiting
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Okay, so Irving, Kuan Ming, Keng Wee and I met up at Suntec ytd for lunch & movie. We were really “budget” lar. Lol! Ordered take away frm the food court and had our little “gathering of the gays” over at the rooftop garden. Went to catch Bed-time Stories right after tad. It was a pretty awesome show to catch with the one (or ones) u love at the cinema this holiday. (:
Well, ending the day off just lik tad was gonna be a complete turn off, so the guys scoot’ed over to my place for a hardcore mahjong session. Haha! Christopher joined us too. It was just plain wild I’d say. My Aunt frm M’sia came over to my place along with her family last night too & the place just got really crowded. As usual, she started asking abt my girlfriend and stuff like tad… Interrogation! Hah!
The guys and I then headed down to Mt Faber. Climbed this frigging long flight of stairs tad was so poorly lit and all of were alrdy panting the moment we reached the top. Managed to check out tad really pretty Christmas tree at the top (: but we weren’t able to snap many photos ‘cos of the poor lighting. To view the photos tad we took last night, pls drop by Keng Wee’s blog. Lol
Mmkay, there just wasn’t much we cld do at Mt Faber. So we decided to go to Vivocity to check out the girls! & nt forgetting the Christmas tree at the sky park too... Haha!! I mean, wads wrong with guys looking at girls? Oh, we took this really dark path in a forested area all the way to Harbor Front. The entire stretch of the way walk was plain dark with no fu**ing lamp post whatsoever nearby at all. Man, I tell u… I was so frigging scared tad I actually held on to Irving’s hand lik a total gay thru-out the journey. & so did Km!! the entire surrounding was just pitch black!! U can’t blame us for being gay at tad point of time!!! …come to think of it now… eww… I held a guy’s hand! =.=” haha! But our little adventure was really fun nonetheless.
All of us were pretty much tired out by the time we arrived at Vivo. Rested & talked cock for a couple of minutes before we hit the streets & called it a day.
Anyway, I headed down to Crystal’s place right after we left Vivocity. Somehow, I just wanted to see her so desperately. And the moment I got off the train, I started running like there’s no tmr. Called her as soon as I arrived outside her place and we ended up chatting for quite a long time. Though all I did was saying things tad made her cry. Oh man, her eyes were alrdy swollen when I met her… thks to the previous entry in my blog. But things turned out fine in the end & I promised her tad I’d wait for her… be it a day, a year or a life time. (: I just love the way she is. I love everything abt her. I just love her. Haha.
After a couple of recent events tad took place this month, I just felt tad it’s necessary to let the ones u love know just how much they really mean to u before they’re gone.
Well, ending the day off just lik tad was gonna be a complete turn off, so the guys scoot’ed over to my place for a hardcore mahjong session. Haha! Christopher joined us too. It was just plain wild I’d say. My Aunt frm M’sia came over to my place along with her family last night too & the place just got really crowded. As usual, she started asking abt my girlfriend and stuff like tad… Interrogation! Hah!
The guys and I then headed down to Mt Faber. Climbed this frigging long flight of stairs tad was so poorly lit and all of were alrdy panting the moment we reached the top. Managed to check out tad really pretty Christmas tree at the top (: but we weren’t able to snap many photos ‘cos of the poor lighting. To view the photos tad we took last night, pls drop by Keng Wee’s blog. Lol
Mmkay, there just wasn’t much we cld do at Mt Faber. So we decided to go to Vivocity to check out the girls! & nt forgetting the Christmas tree at the sky park too... Haha!! I mean, wads wrong with guys looking at girls? Oh, we took this really dark path in a forested area all the way to Harbor Front. The entire stretch of the way walk was plain dark with no fu**ing lamp post whatsoever nearby at all. Man, I tell u… I was so frigging scared tad I actually held on to Irving’s hand lik a total gay thru-out the journey. & so did Km!! the entire surrounding was just pitch black!! U can’t blame us for being gay at tad point of time!!! …come to think of it now… eww… I held a guy’s hand! =.=” haha! But our little adventure was really fun nonetheless.
All of us were pretty much tired out by the time we arrived at Vivo. Rested & talked cock for a couple of minutes before we hit the streets & called it a day.
Anyway, I headed down to Crystal’s place right after we left Vivocity. Somehow, I just wanted to see her so desperately. And the moment I got off the train, I started running like there’s no tmr. Called her as soon as I arrived outside her place and we ended up chatting for quite a long time. Though all I did was saying things tad made her cry. Oh man, her eyes were alrdy swollen when I met her… thks to the previous entry in my blog. But things turned out fine in the end & I promised her tad I’d wait for her… be it a day, a year or a life time. (: I just love the way she is. I love everything abt her. I just love her. Haha.
After a couple of recent events tad took place this month, I just felt tad it’s necessary to let the ones u love know just how much they really mean to u before they’re gone.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
It's Christmas...
My so-called "surprise" wasn't really a success. somehow after tad incident, i've finally come to my senses... "when fate says tad we're not meant to be, then we really aren't. no use trying to go against it."
U gave me this song tad sparked off our little love story & now, i'm returning it back to u.
Is it the rain tad's making my eyes all watery...?
Anyways, here's wishing everyone a very merry christmas.
U gave me this song tad sparked off our little love story & now, i'm returning it back to u.
Is it the rain tad's making my eyes all watery...?
Anyways, here's wishing everyone a very merry christmas.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Just a couple of minutes ago, i learnt of something tad really shocked me. it was then tad i felt really helpless. wad i knew was tad this two friends of mine must have felt really upset because of a recent event but i just cldn't help make them feel any better. i am pathetic.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
Today's the second day i'm stuck with this dumb cold. damn it, my nose is like a leaking tap plus it's all red now... great, i can be Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer this christmas (",) sweet! haha.
Oh man, tad really beautiful christmas tree over at mt faber has been staring right at me since the start of december. :( i really wanna go check it out!! who wants to go with me? =D
Oh man, tad really beautiful christmas tree over at mt faber has been staring right at me since the start of december. :( i really wanna go check it out!! who wants to go with me? =D
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
You'd definitely know tad life's a bitch when everything starts to go wrong for u. Like when u're stuck in the toilet with no hot water 'cos u forgot to switch on the heater & no one's at home to help u out. damn it, caught a cold just like tad...
Being trapped in the lift on the 35th floor & having your ezlink card all screwed up don't really help make things any better either.
$^&%**@#%^!!! i hate it whenever i pay 55 cents for a bus ride & the bus driver demands to check my ezlink card to verify tad i'm REALLY a student... =.=" wtf man, do i look tad old or sth?
oh man, 4 more days & it's gonna be christmas! & i've got just the plan to spend tad awesome day with someone really awesome (:
Being trapped in the lift on the 35th floor & having your ezlink card all screwed up don't really help make things any better either.
$^&%**@#%^!!! i hate it whenever i pay 55 cents for a bus ride & the bus driver demands to check my ezlink card to verify tad i'm REALLY a student... =.=" wtf man, do i look tad old or sth?
oh man, 4 more days & it's gonna be christmas! & i've got just the plan to spend tad awesome day with someone really awesome (:
Sunday, December 14, 2008
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Hi guys, check out "lil' emily's corner" just below the tagbox. hah, & watch my pet spin its head 360 degrees over & over again. HAHAH!
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