Mmkay, i had this lil' conversation with my mom ytd abt my relationship problems. it was then tad i finally realised wad a dumb, immature, selfish, insensitive, uncaring, and all the negative adjectives wadsoever to describe wad samuel sim wei quan really is. & my mom oso added tad if she were to be my girlfriend, she'd definitely feel heart broken for having a boyfriend like me. it's just all the little things like taking her for granted, telling her how pretty or how good other girls are and so many other immature stuff tad i've been doing unconsciously over the past 1 year plus tad led to this eventual sour turn in our relationship. the moment i realised how foolish i've been, all tad was on my mind was to call her up at tad instant & apologise for everything. but tad wldn't be sincere enough. i needed to tell her in person. in fact, there're so many things i wanna tell her right now... but somehow, i can't bring myself to see or talk to her. i just feel so bad. all this while, it has really been a fairy tale... beauty & the beast. yea tad's right, i'm the mean, ugly, scary beast who only knows how to make belle cry.
& i just don't listen to any advice ppl give. weiwen told me tad one shd never listen to jay chou's 說好的幸福呢 (translation: where is the promised happiness) when one has just broke up with his or her other half but guess wad? i havent heard tad song before mah, so i went to youtube to check it out... & holy sh*t! my heart just sank real deep... i dont even think it's in me anymore. haa.
Okay, i was reading up jiahui's blog just a moment ago and yes! i do believe in fairies too! i want to believe in them. believe tad maybe one day, they're gonna lead crystal back to me... yea, some day. :'( & i'll be waiting for tad day to come.
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Oh, and i'd like to wish my buddy Christopher a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D haha!
my family's organising a countdown cum bbq party tmr evening (31/12/08) over at my place. it's open to everyone. there will be food, drinks, fun & lots of laughter, promise! (: so feel free to drop me a txt to let me know if u're interested in coming.
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