Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Mmkay, i had this lil' conversation with my mom ytd abt my relationship problems. it was then tad i finally realised wad a dumb, immature, selfish, insensitive, uncaring, and all the negative adjectives wadsoever to describe wad samuel sim wei quan really is. & my mom oso added tad if she were to be my girlfriend, she'd definitely feel heart broken for having a boyfriend like me. it's just all the little things like taking her for granted, telling her how pretty or how good other girls are and so many other immature stuff tad i've been doing unconsciously over the past 1 year plus tad led to this eventual sour turn in our relationship. the moment i realised how foolish i've been, all tad was on my mind was to call her up at tad instant & apologise for everything. but tad wldn't be sincere enough. i needed to tell her in person. in fact, there're so many things i wanna tell her right now... but somehow, i can't bring myself to see or talk to her. i just feel so bad. all this while, it has really been a fairy tale... beauty & the beast. yea tad's right, i'm the mean, ugly, scary beast who only knows how to make belle cry.

& i just don't listen to any advice ppl give. weiwen told me tad one shd never listen to jay chou's 說好的幸福呢 (translation: where is the promised happiness) when one has just broke up with his or her other half but guess wad? i havent heard tad song before mah, so i went to youtube to check it out... & holy sh*t! my heart just sank real deep... i dont even think it's in me anymore. haa.

Okay, i was reading up jiahui's blog just a moment ago and yes! i do believe in fairies too! i want to believe in them. believe tad maybe one day, they're gonna lead crystal back to me... yea, some day. :'( & i'll be waiting for tad day to come.
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Oh, and i'd like to wish my buddy Christopher a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D haha!
my family's organising a countdown cum bbq party tmr evening (31/12/08) over at my place. it's open to everyone. there will be food, drinks, fun & lots of laughter, promise! (: so feel free to drop me a txt to let me know if u're interested in coming.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Went over to Wei Wen's place earlier on this afternoon to have a lil' chat with him. after all, we are both kind of on the same boat. haha. felt quite bad making him talk abt the unhappy events tad took place recently...
anyway, i gotta admit, i really learnt a lot frm him today. he really has his ways to deal with things. lol! and i left his place feeling so much better. thks weiwen!

& woah! my dad just installed a home karaoke system in the living room. awesome! =D guess it really came at the right time... k-boxing sessions all the way! hah.
but i kinda pity my poor neighbours... =.=" gotta endure all the "noise pollution".

Oh & Jia Hui, if u're seeing this, i just want u to know tad Wei Wen really loves u. i respect the both of u a lot and have always pictured u two as an example to so many other couples. i respect how dedicated u two are towards one another and somehow, i just feel tad it's really a waste for u two to break up. be it a big problem or a minor one, wldn't it be so much easier for u if wei wen cld just share part of your burden with u? try nt to be too hard on yourself k? & wadever the case is, wei wen's always just a phone call away. i really hope to see u guys get back tgt. (:


*day 3 and still waiting

I will continue to wait!

the title says it all!!
"grow old with me. the BEST is yet to be" (:

Friday, December 26, 2008

Okay, so Irving, Kuan Ming, Keng Wee and I met up at Suntec ytd for lunch & movie. We were really “budget” lar. Lol! Ordered take away frm the food court and had our little “gathering of the gays” over at the rooftop garden. Went to catch Bed-time Stories right after tad. It was a pretty awesome show to catch with the one (or ones) u love at the cinema this holiday. (:

Well, ending the day off just lik tad was gonna be a complete turn off, so the guys scoot’ed over to my place for a hardcore mahjong session. Haha! Christopher joined us too. It was just plain wild I’d say. My Aunt frm M’sia came over to my place along with her family last night too & the place just got really crowded. As usual, she started asking abt my girlfriend and stuff like tad… Interrogation! Hah!

The guys and I then headed down to Mt Faber. Climbed this frigging long flight of stairs tad was so poorly lit and all of were alrdy panting the moment we reached the top. Managed to check out tad really pretty Christmas tree at the top (: but we weren’t able to snap many photos ‘cos of the poor lighting. To view the photos tad we took last night, pls drop by Keng Wee’s blog. Lol
Mmkay, there just wasn’t much we cld do at Mt Faber. So we decided to go to Vivocity to check out the girls! & nt forgetting the Christmas tree at the sky park too... Haha!! I mean, wads wrong with guys looking at girls? Oh, we took this really dark path in a forested area all the way to Harbor Front. The entire stretch of the way walk was plain dark with no fu**ing lamp post whatsoever nearby at all. Man, I tell u… I was so frigging scared tad I actually held on to Irving’s hand lik a total gay thru-out the journey. & so did Km!! the entire surrounding was just pitch black!! U can’t blame us for being gay at tad point of time!!! …come to think of it now… eww… I held a guy’s hand! =.=” haha! But our little adventure was really fun nonetheless.
All of us were pretty much tired out by the time we arrived at Vivo. Rested & talked cock for a couple of minutes before we hit the streets & called it a day.

Anyway, I headed down to Crystal’s place right after we left Vivocity. Somehow, I just wanted to see her so desperately. And the moment I got off the train, I started running like there’s no tmr. Called her as soon as I arrived outside her place and we ended up chatting for quite a long time. Though all I did was saying things tad made her cry. Oh man, her eyes were alrdy swollen when I met her… thks to the previous entry in my blog. But things turned out fine in the end & I promised her tad I’d wait for her… be it a day, a year or a life time. (: I just love the way she is. I love everything abt her. I just love her. Haha.
After a couple of recent events tad took place this month, I just felt tad it’s necessary to let the ones u love know just how much they really mean to u before they’re gone.

It's Christmas...

My so-called "surprise" wasn't really a success. somehow after tad incident, i've finally come to my senses... "when fate says tad we're not meant to be, then we really aren't. no use trying to go against it."

U gave me this song tad sparked off our little love story & now, i'm returning it back to u.
Is it the rain tad's making my eyes all watery...?

Anyways, here's wishing everyone a very merry christmas.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Just a couple of minutes ago, i learnt of something tad really shocked me. it was then tad i felt really helpless. wad i knew was tad this two friends of mine must have felt really upset because of a recent event but i just cldn't help make them feel any better. i am pathetic.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Today's the second day i'm stuck with this dumb cold. damn it, my nose is like a leaking tap plus it's all red now... great, i can be Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer this christmas (",) sweet! haha.

Oh man, tad really beautiful christmas tree over at mt faber has been staring right at me since the start of december. :( i really wanna go check it out!! who wants to go with me? =D

Sunday, December 21, 2008

You'd definitely know tad life's a bitch when everything starts to go wrong for u. Like when u're stuck in the toilet with no hot water 'cos u forgot to switch on the heater & no one's at home to help u out. damn it, caught a cold just like tad...

Being trapped in the lift on the 35th floor & having your ezlink card all screwed up don't really help make things any better either.

$^&%**@#%^!!! i hate it whenever i pay 55 cents for a bus ride & the bus driver demands to check my ezlink card to verify tad i'm REALLY a student... =.=" wtf man, do i look tad old or sth?

oh man, 4 more days & it's gonna be christmas! & i've got just the plan to spend tad awesome day with someone really awesome (:

Cool stuff

Hi guys, check out "lil' emily's corner" just below the tagbox. hah, & watch my pet spin its head 360 degrees over & over again. HAHAH!

Saturday, 13 December, 2008

Okay, i really gotta apologise to some ppl for turning down/canceling outings, appointments & "dates" during the Christmas season wadsoever at the very last minute. really sry. i'm kind of busy with my current job these couple of days...

Really desperate to meet the minimum quota for a promotion. haha! i know i'm being very selfish here, thinking only abt myself & all but i'm just damn confident tad i can get promoted sometime this month. probably tads why i'm PIA'ing all the way!
& when i've gotten my promotion, the first thing i'm gonna do is to treat all of u guys to a really good meal. u have my word (: i'm oso gonna buy a frigging BIG BELATED birthday present for someone! hah, owe for weeks alr...

Oh anyway, i got this really awesome dream last night. & i had this really good looking girl as my girlfriend in it. woah right? too bad something fell on my head & woke me up!!!
#@$!!&**^%^$%#@$@$@%^%#$@^%&##*(@&(@&(@&*@%@$!!! oh man, it really sucks to have dreams tad aren't complete...

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Had a "BAM-WAM!", totally awesome jamming session with Kuan Ming & Christopher over at my place yesterday. practiced the cover of I'm Yours the entire day. we took a video of it but the size of the video was way too big to upload. haha!

Hmmm... I'm guessing i wont be updating my blog till sometime near christmas (: pretty busy with some "stuff". lol! cya

Love Embassy ftw!

Hey wad's up guys. here's an all-new logo for our band "Love Embassy". well, we had lots of help frm Jaclyn with all the designing & stuff like tad. once again, thank u jac (:


jaclyn came up with the wordings while i added in tad lil' heart shaped thingy to the left. a nice touch to a master piece huh? lol!

Pls feel free to comment on the design so tad we can improve on it. thks

Calling out to all my buddies

Hey dudes, my 2 years hp contract ended a couple of days ago and now there's a lil' problem with my sim-card & the contact list is all pretty much screwed up... there is nt a single number in my contact list now & i'd really appreciate it if u guys cld just txt me any random sms telling me who's this & wadsoever. my number is still the same, 83332814. thks!

What a blast!

Headed down to Causeway Point for lunch at Seoul Garden with Anson, Kuan Ming & Wei Wen today. And we totally wiped out most of the food over there man. the guys & i felt as if we were a couple of months "pregnant" right after our meal. well, it all started out as real pleasure with all tad food & stuff but it soon became a total torture... hah! we literally stuffed ourselves with so much food tad we cldnt even take one more mouthful of food or we'd end up vomiting all over the place.

Scoot'ed down to wei wen's place to chill out after lunch & u know wad u'd get when u put a bunch of wild guys tgt in a room. lol!! no R-rated stuff of 'cos. tried out this pretty awesome website - http://www.karaokeparty.com & it was just crazy man. those gays really sang their hearts out! had a lil' jamming session at ww's place too. then we talked cock all the way till it got quite late...
here's a short clip(extract) of kuan ming & i doing an acoustic cover of I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.


we had a tiny bit of problem getting the right tune 'cos we didnt have a capo and km had to use his hand to actually hold the strings down. & it was 30% awkward and 70% gay... having 3 hands on a guitar. haha! but we had fun nonetheless. (:

To a Special Someone

Alright then, this entry is entirely dedicated to a special someone...

To tad special someone:

Thanks for all the wonderful things u've done for me to make life all so much better. Be it listening to me whine all day long abt all the small things, being there for me whenever i need someone to talk to or confide in or even acting all "funny" to try to cheer me up whenever i'm down. haha. oh yea, & u never fail to make me smile at the end of each day.
come to think of it, we only got to know each other better after tad campfire night... (& tad fall! hah) It has been a really awesome 1 year having u as a friend, a listening ear & a fellow pink-tard. (: oh & by the way, here's wishing u and tad scar on your leg a very happy first anniversary! lol



& this very special someone is none other than wing shan (:

Monday, December 01, 2008

Mmkay, woke up to yet another boring day. haha! ...too bad kuan ming has got band practice today, otherwise we cld have been happily dining in seoul garden right abt now!! anyway, i've still got to head down to wheelock place later on to get my brother's ipod fixed... it kinda ended up in the washing machine & oh well, u know wad happened. hah!



oh yea, my 2 yr hp contract is finally up! tad means new phone for ME! =D
alright, gotta blast now.