Alright, so Madelene had a really good time scolding/cursing/swearing at (everything sounded the same) me just now when i went to meet her. shd have seen it coming... she said she wanted to treat me to lunch, but she ended up reprimanding me for no reason and insisted tad i treat her lunch instead. haa. joker...
Anyway, i have this feeling tad my luck's changing for the better. i just won a pair of movie passes. (: awesome. so who wants to hit the movies with me?! rawr! i'm dying for a show. any show.
Crystal, if u're seeing this, i just want u to know tad U OWE ME AN EXPLAINATION FOR BEING MIA FOR SO DARN LONG. AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I AM STILL WAITING FOR U! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! so dont u dare say tad it doesnt matter anymore or stuff like tad. cos it hurts!
I LOVE CRYSTAL!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
I'm finally done with spring cleaning. 100% SHIOKness right now! can't believe my morning and afternoon zoom'ed pass me just like tad. let's see... i helped to wash the toilets, wipe the dust off the piano, and sweep the floor after dinner. oh yea, reunion dinner was just awesome. haa.
Anyway, while i was tidying up my study area earlier on, i found this ring tgt with a piece of note tad had the words "I will wait for her" on it. who is it am i waiting for? who's "her"? ...& i cant remember how long i've been waiting alr.
hahah! yea, i know... tad's totally random. but i just feel kind of weird abt it somehow.
OKAY! So......
Here's wishing every single one of u peeps out there, a very HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! (:
Anyway, while i was tidying up my study area earlier on, i found this ring tgt with a piece of note tad had the words "I will wait for her" on it. who is it am i waiting for? who's "her"? ...& i cant remember how long i've been waiting alr.
hahah! yea, i know... tad's totally random. but i just feel kind of weird abt it somehow.
OKAY! So......
Here's wishing every single one of u peeps out there, a very HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! (:
Friday, January 23, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Oh man, i'm so proud of myself! i managed to be super early for school this morning. arrived in sch at arnd 7, 7.10? PLUS i really did a lot in today's spring cleaning at home in the afternoon. or at least... i felt tad i did. (: haa.
Went over to Wei Wen's place to chill out tgt with Anson just now & i got back home only like an hr ago. did wad we always do - gay arnd, chit-chat, hang out in lot1 & lock ourselves up in ww's room. haha. oh & anson, if u're seeing this... just know tad i really wanna thank you for "the things" u sent me just now. i'm having the time of my life now lor. LOL
By the way, i was REALLY sick on monday, tuesday and wednesday. i DID NOT skip school/lessons intentionally. to everyone out there, pls take good care of yourself & try nt to fall sick during this crucial period of time... after all, chinese new year is only a couple of days away.
P.S: "Operation GPSFTGMHM is alr in progress. current participants: anson, ww, me"
Went over to Wei Wen's place to chill out tgt with Anson just now & i got back home only like an hr ago. did wad we always do - gay arnd, chit-chat, hang out in lot1 & lock ourselves up in ww's room. haha. oh & anson, if u're seeing this... just know tad i really wanna thank you for "the things" u sent me just now. i'm having the time of my life now lor. LOL
By the way, i was REALLY sick on monday, tuesday and wednesday. i DID NOT skip school/lessons intentionally. to everyone out there, pls take good care of yourself & try nt to fall sick during this crucial period of time... after all, chinese new year is only a couple of days away.
P.S: "Operation GPSFTGMHM is alr in progress. current participants: anson, ww, me"
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Mmkay, just finished helping my lil' brother with his math homework. anyway...is it just me or is secondary school math getting tougher by the year? 'cos i really dont recall myself having such a difficult life in my lower sec sch days ...or maybe i just didnt give a damn abt sch work. haa.
Life seems to be getting better. about time. i'm sure u guys wld have known by now wad am i gonna do to settle my problems and stuff like tad. & i do hope tad i have your support. (: thank you very much.
Chinese New Year is just arnd the corner & i'm really looking forward to it!! gonna spend the first week of the new year in m'sia with my relatives over there. might as well use this time to take a break frm everything tads stressing me out too.
Life seems to be getting better. about time. i'm sure u guys wld have known by now wad am i gonna do to settle my problems and stuff like tad. & i do hope tad i have your support. (: thank you very much.
Chinese New Year is just arnd the corner & i'm really looking forward to it!! gonna spend the first week of the new year in m'sia with my relatives over there. might as well use this time to take a break frm everything tads stressing me out too.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
Finally it's friday! had a pretty rough week... school's damn boring, got caught twice for my hair, and there's no time for the guys to meet up & have a talk cock session. all i can say is tad... things aren't going well for me at all. i'm confused, distracted and it feels as if i'm being kept in the dark frm sth really important. all my hope seemed to have vanished just within a matter of days. & i feel so empty... wad exactly am i doing now? even i don't know the answer.
Perhaps i'm getting used to this feeling of complete emptiness with time.
So sorry for not being able to reply the tags u guys left me at an earlier timing. Anyway, here goes... (latest to most recent)
>>crystal: yea, i was waiting at the wrong gate all the time. tough luck...
>>yuxin: it sucks big time too! haha
>>Jolene: i miss hanging out with u all too. haa. get the other guys for an outing or sth soon bah (:
>>sira: _|_=.="
>>(:: bet u're either jeremy or clarence... nice try suckers. haha!
Perhaps i'm getting used to this feeling of complete emptiness with time.
So sorry for not being able to reply the tags u guys left me at an earlier timing. Anyway, here goes... (latest to most recent)
>>crystal: yea, i was waiting at the wrong gate all the time. tough luck...
>>yuxin: it sucks big time too! haha
>>Jolene: i miss hanging out with u all too. haa. get the other guys for an outing or sth soon bah (:
>>sira: _|_=.="
>>(:: bet u're either jeremy or clarence... nice try suckers. haha!
Friday, January 9, 2009
Friday, January 09, 2009
Went to watch "Red Cliff 2" with Anson & Wei Wen in the afternoon. Then we headed down to jurong east library to study. lol! yup, tad's right. TO STUDY! & guess wad i saw in weiwen's file?! pay me to find out. oh hey, i shd really put a "make a donation" link on my blog. just like the one on Obama's website. who knows? i may even have my very own "samuel girl" too (:
School's gonna start soon. this is just nt right... i'm nt in the mood for anything.
i guess i really gotta move on now. i can't possibly do nth forever...
actually, i've got just the remedy for this "slack oso sian, dont slack oso sian" kind of mood i'm in now. & tad is to slack to a point where u become totally oblivious to anything! haa. okay, tad was real stupid.
Anyway, peishi hasnt been updating her blog lately... wonder how is she right now. oh well...
School's gonna start soon. this is just nt right... i'm nt in the mood for anything.
i guess i really gotta move on now. i can't possibly do nth forever...
actually, i've got just the remedy for this "slack oso sian, dont slack oso sian" kind of mood i'm in now. & tad is to slack to a point where u become totally oblivious to anything! haa. okay, tad was real stupid.
Anyway, peishi hasnt been updating her blog lately... wonder how is she right now. oh well...
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Just wanted to say tad... i really do believe tad some day, Crystal's gonna come back to me. & when tad day comes, i'll do anything within my means to make her the happiest girl on this planet. i promise.
The pain of waiting for your loved one is really worse than anything... but if Crystal cld wait for me back then, i can do the same for her too. i just want her to know how much she means to me & tad time can prove my sincerity and how determined i am in getting her back. i want her to know tad i'm really looking forward to a future with her in it. nt as a friend, but as my other half. so for now... i'll be waiting.
And, i really want to tell her how much i love her in person.
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Oh, & i'd really like to apologise to Kuan Ming for being unable to attend his band concert tonight. i know how much hard work & effort he has put in for tonight's performance & it's really a pity i can't be there to give him my support. I am really sorry kuan ming.
The pain of waiting for your loved one is really worse than anything... but if Crystal cld wait for me back then, i can do the same for her too. i just want her to know how much she means to me & tad time can prove my sincerity and how determined i am in getting her back. i want her to know tad i'm really looking forward to a future with her in it. nt as a friend, but as my other half. so for now... i'll be waiting.
And, i really want to tell her how much i love her in person.
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Oh, & i'd really like to apologise to Kuan Ming for being unable to attend his band concert tonight. i know how much hard work & effort he has put in for tonight's performance & it's really a pity i can't be there to give him my support. I am really sorry kuan ming.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
To my one & only. To u, Crystal
I've been doing lots of self-reflection lately... & i've been wondering if everything's alrdy too late to savage or nt?
Crystal doesn't resist the past in which i used to be with her. no matter how bad i've treated her, she was always right by my side all the time. She accepts everything in the past and lives firmly in the present. To me, who wanted to redo what i did in the past and make things right all over, crystal's innocence is too bright, which hurts me even more.
For almost 1 & a half years, the happy times, the sad times, the painful times, were all spent with crystal. i truely felt tad i was the only one who cld bring her happiness. the crystal who wld start sulking whenever i dont reply her msgs. the crystal who wld get angry whenever i stared and commented on how nice or how good other girls on the streets were. the stubborn crystal who wld always skip meals & yet tells me to have mine on time so tad i wldnt suffer frm gastric pain. i am the one who knows her best. the crystal who looks strong on the outside but is actually very sensitive. the crystal who always puts herself in second place, caring for me more than herself. the crystal who has always been by my side. the one who needed her the most, was me. But in the end, i kept all these thoughts in my heart. i was never honest in front of her. she was always by my side... the things i thought i cld say anytime... i never got to say them even once.
Crystal doesn't resist the past in which i used to be with her. no matter how bad i've treated her, she was always right by my side all the time. She accepts everything in the past and lives firmly in the present. To me, who wanted to redo what i did in the past and make things right all over, crystal's innocence is too bright, which hurts me even more.
For almost 1 & a half years, the happy times, the sad times, the painful times, were all spent with crystal. i truely felt tad i was the only one who cld bring her happiness. the crystal who wld start sulking whenever i dont reply her msgs. the crystal who wld get angry whenever i stared and commented on how nice or how good other girls on the streets were. the stubborn crystal who wld always skip meals & yet tells me to have mine on time so tad i wldnt suffer frm gastric pain. i am the one who knows her best. the crystal who looks strong on the outside but is actually very sensitive. the crystal who always puts herself in second place, caring for me more than herself. the crystal who has always been by my side. the one who needed her the most, was me. But in the end, i kept all these thoughts in my heart. i was never honest in front of her. she was always by my side... the things i thought i cld say anytime... i never got to say them even once.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Samuel's New Year's Resolutions
It's a really long list of stuff but here's the main gist of it.
1. To do better in my studies
2. Spend more quality time with my family (:
3. To go overseas all by myself!
1. To do better in my studies
2. Spend more quality time with my family (:
3. To go overseas all by myself!
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Woohooo! goodbye 2008 and hellooo '09! haa. Okay, had a really fun party over at my place just a moment ago. let's see... there was Chris, Irving, Keng Wee, Kuan Ming & 5 of my younger brother's friends celebrating and counting down to the new year here. had a mini bbq party to go along with the occasion and it was pretty wild. we kind of "smoked up" the entire corridor initially and even had my neighbours to come check on us. haa. but things turned out fine after tad. Mahjong session thru-out the party with the guys and celebrated the first few moments of the new year with champaign! lol! no lar... it was just sparkling juice. 
Kuan Ming was forced to do a mini performance in front of everyone too. 
Woah... it has been 5 years since the guys and i got to know one another. a truely amazing 5 years. here's a toast to yet another 5 years and more to come! (: haa
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Chris, irving and kw stayed over at my place the entire night till 6.30 in the morning for even more hardcore mahjong. (km had to catch a flight ltr on in the morning, so he cldn't stay) oh man, we're really addicted to the game. It's 6.50am now & i'm so sleepy! but i still decided to finish up with this entry before i hit the sack. Oh! here's wishing everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR once again!
Kuan Ming was forced to do a mini performance in front of everyone too. 
Woah... it has been 5 years since the guys and i got to know one another. a truely amazing 5 years. here's a toast to yet another 5 years and more to come! (: haa
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Chris, irving and kw stayed over at my place the entire night till 6.30 in the morning for even more hardcore mahjong. (km had to catch a flight ltr on in the morning, so he cldn't stay) oh man, we're really addicted to the game. It's 6.50am now & i'm so sleepy! but i still decided to finish up with this entry before i hit the sack. Oh! here's wishing everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR once again!
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