Monday, May 18, 2009

Waddup guys, i'm finally back to update the blog as well as to let u guys know tad i'm still alive & kicking. damn it, some fu*kers have been spreading rumours abt me being dead 'cos i havent been updating the blog. childish sh*t-heads. haha

Anyway, life has been pretty much like a serial drama. lots of twists & turns here & there, if u know wad i mean. but i gotta admit tad it's really good to have the people arnd u giving u support in difficult times. & i'm grateful to have my baby by my side all these while.



Guess i'll be updating the blog more frequently now. oh, & my phone's screwed. drop me a tag if u wanna reach me.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Hey peeps, how's life everyone?

Crystal's finally back frm her holiday. missed her so much when she was away. but i guess guys nv admit to this sorta thing to their girls in person. haha. okay, so i went to the airport to meet up with crystal's family on thurs night to fetch her & her mum. oh, & i kinda skipped p.e. lesson on thurs... mr hiap's so gonna screw my a** with a hockey stick on wednesday. 'cos i skipped hockey training last wed too. lol!

went over to cryst's place to "chill out" all the way till 1 plus. real nice of her to get my family so many stuff in korea. & she got me a new wallet too (: thank you so much baby. i really like it.

Spent the whole day with my beloved yesterday. had dinner tgt with my family & we just did lots of stuff. haa. well, let's just say we had a really good, fun & "wild" time tgt ytd. right cryst?


Oh, it's the SYF season now. here's wishing everyone who's taking part in the SYF this year "Good luck & all the best!" :

- Kuan Ming >> hey dude, show jackie how well u can 'blow' the clarinet. haa. cjc band must get a gold with honours k?!

- Si Yuan >> hey gal! i'll be there to support the cjc band & u, of 'cos! *forget abt kuan ming ;) so give it your best.

- Jia Li >> cheena pok!! need me to play the guzheng as a contract player? lol! help the pjc CO get a gold with honours for the first time in history this year alright (: jia you!

- Wen Yi >> all the best for your dance competition. get a gold with honours & beat the malay dancers!! haha

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Waddup hommies! pop's just got the family a new modem. now the speed of the internet is so fast, all sorts of funny websites finish loading before u can even say "samuel's the hottest guy in the entire universe"! isn't tad like so sweet? haha!

Crystal's away on a holiday now... bet she's having so much fun. too bad for me. i'm stuck here with tons of revision for next wk's physics & math test. 'No air' lar... lol.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Turned 18 yesterday. haha. know wad tad means? it means no more sneaking arnd at the cinemas to catch M18 movies. no more! but i guess it oso means tad i'm getting old... lol.

Anyway, went out with Crystal yesterday. (: had lunch together @ Aston's over at The Cathay followed by ice-cream @ some japanese ice-cream shop in Marina Square. oh, i saw SOME PEOPLE at the cathay... haa. so "loveY-loveY" alr huh?

Went to walk arnd marina square before i brought her back to my place. we kind of slept on the sofa for a short while before heading out for dinner with my family. eat again... haa, i was so sick of food last night. best part was... i still went out for supper with the yjc peeps @ arnd 11 plus. hmmm... i guess tad explains the lil' tummy. HAHA




but nonetheless, i had lots of fun yesterday. to everyone who wished me happy bday, thank you so much (: love all of u peeps, my family & my baby.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Just got home frm hockey training... boring as usual. haha! oh, & nicole neo tad "hot but not very pretty seagate babe" kept giving me the 'L' hand sign. she claimed it stands for "loser" but we all know wad it really stands for huh. LOVE. tads wad it is! (: LOL!!

Hmmm... & i always stink damn bad on wednesdays. =.="

Really shagged now... will update the blog again some other time. cya

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Hey peeps. the march holiday's ending really soon... spoiler. haha! went to check out jia hui's blog earlier on & saw this pretty interesting "quiz" or "wadever u wanna call it"... it's called 30 FIRST REACTIONS. u're supposed to type wadever comes to your mind FIRST whenever u see these 30 words. here are my answers...

1. Beer: Drunk people

2. Food: I think i'm gonna puke. had too much for dinner just now...

3. Relationships: Crystal

4. Your CRUSH: No one

5. Power Rangers: Mighty Morphin Power Rangers

6. Life: Babies?

7. The President: Barrack Obama

8. Yummy: Gummy bears?

9. Cars: Lambo

10. Movie: Crystal

11. Halloween: Darren Leong

12. Sex: Ouch?

13. Religion: -blank-

14. Hate: Too many things came to my mind. so... let's skip this one

15. Fear: Ghosts

16. Marriage: Crystal

17. Blondes: The house bunny. haa

18. Slippers: My new pair of slippers

19. Shoes: My worn-out pair of snickers

20. Asians: huh?

21. Past time: Sleeping

22. One night stand: *******

23. My cell Phone: Scammed!

24. Smoke: Cigarettes

25. Fantasy: I wanna go to bed alr... zzz

26. College: @$%**!

27. High school life: Ms Foo

28. Pajamas: Myself?

29. Stars: Crystal

30. Alcohol: Same thing. Drunk ass'S

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Damn it, i'm having a blocked nose, sore throat & a slight flu right now. somehow i'll always end up with a fever soon after.

Alright, went to Clarke Quay yesterday to accompany nicole for her teeth extraction. poor girl... she must have suffered a lot, & i bet she still is. haha!

Feeling like shit now... think i shd be getting some sleep.

& it just started raining again...

Monday, March 16, 2009

Mmkay, today was pretty much a boring day. i was left stuck at home in the morning 'cos the weather was really bad. good thing madelene asked me out for lunch otherwise i wld have died of boredom. haha.


Madelene: "hey, do u prefer girls wearing shorts or skirts?"
Me : "wad kind of question is tad? so random..."
Madelene: "then wad type of girl attracts u the most?"
Me : "hmmm... i dont know. but i find ah lians quite attractive"
Madelene: "ahh. 'cos u're an ah beng yourself!"
Me : "err... okay... wad abt u?"
Madelene: "i think tall guys are really cute."
Me : "so i'm cute?"
Madelene: "but i dont like guys who dont cut their nails"
Me : "hey look! i just cut my nails this morning!!"
Madelene: "okay, i dont like guys who dont foot the bill for me"
Me : "tads okay. u can dont like me!"

Hahah.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Had a "class outing" @ the IT fair this afternoon. the place was freaking crowded all the way frm city hall mrt station to suntec city. the crowd was really huge & everyone was just pushing and shoving one another. didnt get to see much of the exhibits... & as promised, i went to pay Nicole the "flyer girl" a visit. (: haha. oh! & i saw Samantha @ the fair too.

She kept complaining to me tad the other flyer guys were pestering her by asking her all sorts of funny qns & how this other stranger dude kept bugging her for her number. lol! big joke. of all girls, why NICOLE?!? the guys must be blind! :D


(today's conversation with nic...)

Nicole: "hey, u've got vains on your hand."
Me : "yea. i've got lots of them. 'cos i'm skinny."
Nicole: "i think guys with vains are hot..."
Me : "no wonder i'm the hottest guy in pjc"
Nicole: "err... right."


Hitting the movies with nicole tmr & i'll most probably be going to accompany her to the dentist to have her teeth extracted the day after tmr. haha. bet she's gonna wail like a baby.

*************************************
tag replies...

yuxin - haha. i'm nt really in the mood for it this year...but i guess i wont be a wet-blanket (:

samantha - it's really natural to feel tad way. dont take it too hrad on yourself k? your friend's fine now isnt he? (: so take it easy.

wing shan - me? not nice? lol. & i was still thinking of going back to the ctss carnival SPECIALLY to watch u march in the speech day parade... :(

siravut - who cares? i wld just bring my own bottle and go for refills whenever i want to. lol! wont even buy a single set meal.

anson - then u shd go poly anson. go RP's nursing course. i'm going there. let's go tgt! (:

crystal - there will be one lar. haha. anyway, wad made u think tad i've got a crush on some girl?

Friday, March 13, 2009

Hey peeps, it's finally FRIDAY!! :D alright! i LOVE FRIDAYS! haha.

Kinda overslept & didnt get the chance to wish everyone 'good luck' for their common-test today. felt really bad abt it after tad... really hope tad everyone does well for it! (: okay, so i met zhen hong in the morning to have breakfast @ macdonalds. we knew we were gonna be late for sch, so might as well be even later? lol! tads some good logic huh? anyway, why does mac offer free refills for coffee and tea but not COKE??? oh man... hate the fact tad mac doesnt provide free flow of coke & the fact tad i'm getting more & more cheapskate! haha!

Went for every lesson for the day & somehow... i managed to survive. (: oh yar, GSC lessons on wed & thurs were @^$%'ing boring. my eye-lids were damn heavy thru-out both of the lessons & i was really tempted to just sleep right in front of the teacher. but i didnt, of 'cos. haa. if it wasnt for emily & her infinite supply of sweets, i wld have been dead a very long time ago.

Headed over to the gym @ clementi after sch to work out some MUSCLES with Anson, Leon & WeiWen. lol. a bunch of gay guys... =.=" didnt go to the IT show @ suntec today in the end. i feel damn bad lar... pangseh zhen hong last min & didnt go pay nicole the "flyer girl" a visit. i promise i'll make up to u guys somehow. really sorry.

Yes! the march holidays are finally here! someone pls ask me out. LOL. really looking forward to the class outing... kk, i'm getting really tired. time to hit the sack. see u guys & take care

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Headed downtown to chill’ out with Madelene and her bestie Serena this afternoon. Really needed the time-out... homework and all sorts of other dumbass assignments are beginning to pile up like… dog poo? Oh yea, side track a lil’… okay, so I went jogging ytd afternoon at this nearby park and there was this jogger who stepped on dog poo unknowingly and went on jogging happily like nobody’s business. So I guess the pathway’s pretty much stained with dog poo now? Eww… I swear I hate those inconsiderate, fcuked up dog-owners! Anyway, back to where I left…

Mmkay, the gals & I went to starbucks for a drink and somehow I ended up paying for everyone? See? I’m such a nice guy. (: LOL!! Studied a lil’ over there before madelene came up with all this crap abt tarot cards. Didn’t know she was into this sorta stuff… =.=” I thought John was the only weird one. Haa.
& so she read my fortune blahblahblah... She said tad there will be an improvement in my love life! Haha, nt so sure abt tad but I’ve been having this really strange feeling tad I’ve nt felt since I last had a crush on a girl. Oh well, just got to let nature take its course…

Gotta leave the com now. See u peeps! (:

Friday, March 06, 2009

Got back my A lvl result for Chinese this afternoon. managed to score an A by chance/luck, wadsoever. see? i'm so "cheena" (: i was still intending to change my current H1 subj to china studies in english... learn frm someone. be a 100% "cheena"! haha. maybe i shd join CO too. & play the guzheng right? LOL! (inside joke)

Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday Si Yuan! (:

Monday, March 02, 2009

Woke up with a really bad headache this morning. wad a way to kick start the first day of the week... fcuking monday blues set in as soon as i got outta bed. missed the usual 6.45am train & was almost late for school. hell, i ran like there was gonna be no tmr all the way from the bus stop to sch as soon as i got off frm the bus. & the route to sch was freaking smelly today... =.=" no idea why but it smelled like there was shit all over. for a moment back there, i tot i had stepped on shit or sth. haha.

As usual, lessons were boring. (: looking forward to this friday's inter-class relay!
really busy these days... gotta go work on my math homework now. see ya guys soon!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Hey, how's life everyone? (: had a really busy week and i guess it's something i've got to get used to sooner or later. took up hockey as a cca in school and training was kind of fun in a way or another. made tons of new friends in school too. they're all really nice people & i shd be thankful for tad. well, life in jc isnt all tad boring now thanks to them. haha.

Let's see wads there to blog abt... last saturday was valentine's day. spent almost the entire day working on a lil' something for someone really special to me. i'm glad she like it. [: went to meet yuxin for supper very late at night. everything was really last min. haa. we talked our hearts out thru the night & she actually got me a really cool water bottle. oh, madelene got me a $50 Adidas voucher & jolene got me a new shoe bag 'cos she kept complaining tad mine was too ugly. lol! such nice peeps, love them so much.

I'm doing great so far and i have nt been skipping sch (: gotta turn in for the night now. will update again when i have the time... so till then, take care! especially you. yes you.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Okay, this week in school seems to be better than the last...though i've been going back home late this entire week & missing out on family dinners. really feel bad abt it. & it's becoming a drag to wake up early in the morning... sometimes, in fact all the time, i just feel like cocking up some lame excuses to skip school so i can sleep longer. but i promised someone tad i will not skip school anymore... guess tad is wads "giving me the push" to get out of bed every morning. plus i've been punctual for school everyday.

Took a bus down to Plaza Sing this afternoon to have lunch+movie by myself. gotta take a breather frm my hectic schedule. caught "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". oh, when i was making my way down the escalator after the show, i swear i smelt the smell of HER. i can nv forget tad smell... somehow, i just felt like crying back then. like a lost child crying out for his mother in a really HUGE shopping center. haa

Lost love is still love. it takes a different form, tads all. you can't see her smile or hug her so tight or tousle her hair. but when those senses weaken, another heightens. memory. memory becomes your partner. you nurture it. you hold onto it.
It's the 22nd day since i last saw her...

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Alright, so Madelene had a really good time scolding/cursing/swearing at (everything sounded the same) me just now when i went to meet her. shd have seen it coming... she said she wanted to treat me to lunch, but she ended up reprimanding me for no reason and insisted tad i treat her lunch instead. haa. joker...

Anyway, i have this feeling tad my luck's changing for the better. i just won a pair of movie passes. (: awesome. so who wants to hit the movies with me?! rawr! i'm dying for a show. any show.

Crystal, if u're seeing this, i just want u to know tad U OWE ME AN EXPLAINATION FOR BEING MIA FOR SO DARN LONG. AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I AM STILL WAITING FOR U! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! so dont u dare say tad it doesnt matter anymore or stuff like tad. cos it hurts!
I LOVE CRYSTAL!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I'm finally done with spring cleaning. 100% SHIOKness right now! can't believe my morning and afternoon zoom'ed pass me just like tad. let's see... i helped to wash the toilets, wipe the dust off the piano, and sweep the floor after dinner. oh yea, reunion dinner was just awesome. haa.

Anyway, while i was tidying up my study area earlier on, i found this ring tgt with a piece of note tad had the words "I will wait for her" on it. who is it am i waiting for? who's "her"? ...& i cant remember how long i've been waiting alr.
hahah! yea, i know... tad's totally random. but i just feel kind of weird abt it somehow.

OKAY! So......
Here's wishing every single one of u peeps out there, a very HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! (:

Friday, January 23, 2009

Oh man, i'm so proud of myself! i managed to be super early for school this morning. arrived in sch at arnd 7, 7.10? PLUS i really did a lot in today's spring cleaning at home in the afternoon. or at least... i felt tad i did. (: haa.

Went over to Wei Wen's place to chill out tgt with Anson just now & i got back home only like an hr ago. did wad we always do - gay arnd, chit-chat, hang out in lot1 & lock ourselves up in ww's room. haha. oh & anson, if u're seeing this... just know tad i really wanna thank you for "the things" u sent me just now. i'm having the time of my life now lor. LOL

By the way, i was REALLY sick on monday, tuesday and wednesday. i DID NOT skip school/lessons intentionally. to everyone out there, pls take good care of yourself & try nt to fall sick during this crucial period of time... after all, chinese new year is only a couple of days away.


P.S: "Operation GPSFTGMHM is alr in progress. current participants: anson, ww, me"

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Mmkay, just finished helping my lil' brother with his math homework. anyway...is it just me or is secondary school math getting tougher by the year? 'cos i really dont recall myself having such a difficult life in my lower sec sch days ...or maybe i just didnt give a damn abt sch work. haa.

Life seems to be getting better. about time. i'm sure u guys wld have known by now wad am i gonna do to settle my problems and stuff like tad. & i do hope tad i have your support. (: thank you very much.

Chinese New Year is just arnd the corner & i'm really looking forward to it!! gonna spend the first week of the new year in m'sia with my relatives over there. might as well use this time to take a break frm everything tads stressing me out too.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Finally it's friday! had a pretty rough week... school's damn boring, got caught twice for my hair, and there's no time for the guys to meet up & have a talk cock session. all i can say is tad... things aren't going well for me at all. i'm confused, distracted and it feels as if i'm being kept in the dark frm sth really important. all my hope seemed to have vanished just within a matter of days. & i feel so empty... wad exactly am i doing now? even i don't know the answer.

Perhaps i'm getting used to this feeling of complete emptiness with time.

So sorry for not being able to reply the tags u guys left me at an earlier timing. Anyway, here goes... (latest to most recent)
>>crystal: yea, i was waiting at the wrong gate all the time. tough luck...
>>yuxin: it sucks big time too! haha
>>Jolene: i miss hanging out with u all too. haa. get the other guys for an outing or sth soon bah (:
>>sira: _|_=.="
>>(:: bet u're either jeremy or clarence... nice try suckers. haha!

Friday, January 09, 2009

Went to watch "Red Cliff 2" with Anson & Wei Wen in the afternoon. Then we headed down to jurong east library to study. lol! yup, tad's right. TO STUDY! & guess wad i saw in weiwen's file?! pay me to find out. oh hey, i shd really put a "make a donation" link on my blog. just like the one on Obama's website. who knows? i may even have my very own "samuel girl" too (:

School's gonna start soon. this is just nt right... i'm nt in the mood for anything.
i guess i really gotta move on now. i can't possibly do nth forever...
actually, i've got just the remedy for this "slack oso sian, dont slack oso sian" kind of mood i'm in now. & tad is to slack to a point where u become totally oblivious to anything! haa. okay, tad was real stupid.

Anyway, peishi hasnt been updating her blog lately... wonder how is she right now. oh well...

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Just wanted to say tad... i really do believe tad some day, Crystal's gonna come back to me. & when tad day comes, i'll do anything within my means to make her the happiest girl on this planet. i promise.

The pain of waiting for your loved one is really worse than anything... but if Crystal cld wait for me back then, i can do the same for her too. i just want her to know how much she means to me & tad time can prove my sincerity and how determined i am in getting her back. i want her to know tad i'm really looking forward to a future with her in it. nt as a friend, but as my other half. so for now... i'll be waiting.

And, i really want to tell her how much i love her in person.


----------------------------------------------------------
Oh, & i'd really like to apologise to Kuan Ming for being unable to attend his band concert tonight. i know how much hard work & effort he has put in for tonight's performance & it's really a pity i can't be there to give him my support. I am really sorry kuan ming.

To my one & only. To u, Crystal

I've been doing lots of self-reflection lately... & i've been wondering if everything's alrdy too late to savage or nt?

Crystal doesn't resist the past in which i used to be with her. no matter how bad i've treated her, she was always right by my side all the time. She accepts everything in the past and lives firmly in the present. To me, who wanted to redo what i did in the past and make things right all over, crystal's innocence is too bright, which hurts me even more.

For almost 1 & a half years, the happy times, the sad times, the painful times, were all spent with crystal. i truely felt tad i was the only one who cld bring her happiness. the crystal who wld start sulking whenever i dont reply her msgs. the crystal who wld get angry whenever i stared and commented on how nice or how good other girls on the streets were. the stubborn crystal who wld always skip meals & yet tells me to have mine on time so tad i wldnt suffer frm gastric pain. i am the one who knows her best. the crystal who looks strong on the outside but is actually very sensitive. the crystal who always puts herself in second place, caring for me more than herself. the crystal who has always been by my side. the one who needed her the most, was me. But in the end, i kept all these thoughts in my heart. i was never honest in front of her. she was always by my side... the things i thought i cld say anytime... i never got to say them even once.

Samuel's New Year's Resolutions

It's a really long list of stuff but here's the main gist of it.

1. To do better in my studies
2. Spend more quality time with my family (:
3. To go overseas all by myself!

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Woohooo! goodbye 2008 and hellooo '09! haa. Okay, had a really fun party over at my place just a moment ago. let's see... there was Chris, Irving, Keng Wee, Kuan Ming & 5 of my younger brother's friends celebrating and counting down to the new year here. had a mini bbq party to go along with the occasion and it was pretty wild. we kind of "smoked up" the entire corridor initially and even had my neighbours to come check on us. haa. but things turned out fine after tad. Mahjong session thru-out the party with the guys and celebrated the first few moments of the new year with champaign! lol! no lar... it was just sparkling juice. Kuan Ming was forced to do a mini performance in front of everyone too.
Woah... it has been 5 years since the guys and i got to know one another. a truely amazing 5 years. here's a toast to yet another 5 years and more to come! (: haa Chris, irving and kw stayed over at my place the entire night till 6.30 in the morning for even more hardcore mahjong. (km had to catch a flight ltr on in the morning, so he cldn't stay) oh man, we're really addicted to the game. It's 6.50am now & i'm so sleepy! but i still decided to finish up with this entry before i hit the sack. Oh! here's wishing everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR once again!