Taking the Day Off Every Day

Monday, May 18, 2009

2009-05-18T14:07:00.002+08:00

Waddup guys, i'm finally back to update the blog as well as to let u guys know tad i'm still alive & kicking. damn it, some fu*kers have been spreading rumours abt me being dead 'cos i havent been updating the blog. childish sh*t-heads. haha

Anyway, life has been pretty much like a serial drama. lots of twists & turns here & there, if u know wad i mean. but i gotta admit tad it's really good to have the people arnd u giving u support in difficult times. & i'm grateful to have my baby by my side all these while.

Guess i'll be updating the blog more frequently now. oh, & my phone's screwed. drop me a tag if u wanna reach me.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

2009-04-11T12:00:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, how's life everyone?

Crystal's finally back frm her holiday. missed her so much when she was away. but i guess guys nv admit to this sorta thing to their girls in person. haha. okay, so i went to the airport to meet up with crystal's family on thurs night to fetch her & her mum. oh, & i kinda skipped p.e. lesson on thurs... mr hiap's so gonna screw my a** with a hockey stick on wednesday. 'cos i skipped hockey training last wed too. lol!

went over to cryst's place to "chill out" all the way till 1 plus. real nice of her to get my family so many stuff in korea. & she got me a new wallet too (: thank you so much baby. i really like it.

Spent the whole day with my beloved yesterday. had dinner tgt with my family & we just did lots of stuff. haa. well, let's just say we had a really good, fun & "wild" time tgt ytd. right cryst?

Oh, it's the SYF season now. here's wishing everyone who's taking part in the SYF this year "Good luck & all the best!" :

- Kuan Ming >> hey dude, show jackie how well u can 'blow' the clarinet. haa. cjc band must get a gold with honours k?!

- Si Yuan >> hey gal! i'll be there to support the cjc band & u, of 'cos! *forget abt kuan ming ;) so give it your best.

- Jia Li >> cheena pok!! need me to play the guzheng as a contract player? lol! help the pjc CO get a gold with honours for the first time in history this year alright (: jia you!

- Wen Yi >> all the best for your dance competition. get a gold with honours & beat the malay dancers!! haha

Sunday, April 05, 2009

2009-04-05T13:32:00.002+08:00

Waddup hommies! pop's just got the family a new modem. now the speed of the internet is so fast, all sorts of funny websites finish loading before u can even say "samuel's the hottest guy in the entire universe"! isn't tad like so sweet? haha!

Crystal's away on a holiday now... bet she's having so much fun. too bad for me. i'm stuck here with tons of revision for next wk's physics & math test. 'No air' lar... lol.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

2009-03-29T10:32:00.002+08:00

Turned 18 yesterday. haha. know wad tad means? it means no more sneaking arnd at the cinemas to catch M18 movies. no more! but i guess it oso means tad i'm getting old... lol.

Anyway, went out with Crystal yesterday. (: had lunch together @ Aston's over at The Cathay followed by ice-cream @ some japanese ice-cream shop in Marina Square. oh, i saw SOME PEOPLE at the cathay... haa. so "loveY-loveY" alr huh?

Went to walk arnd marina square before i brought her back to my place. we kind of slept on the sofa for a short while before heading out for dinner with my family. eat again... haa, i was so sick of food last night. best part was... i still went out for supper with the yjc peeps @ arnd 11 plus. hmmm... i guess tad explains the lil' tummy. HAHA

but nonetheless, i had lots of fun yesterday. to everyone who wished me happy bday, thank you so much (: love all of u peeps, my family & my baby.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

2009-03-25T19:55:00.002+08:00

Just got home frm hockey training... boring as usual. haha! oh, & nicole neo tad "hot but not very pretty seagate babe" kept giving me the 'L' hand sign. she claimed it stands for "loser" but we all know wad it really stands for huh. LOVE. tads wad it is! (: LOL!!

Hmmm... & i always stink damn bad on wednesdays. =.="

Really shagged now... will update the blog again some other time. cya

Saturday, March 21, 2009

2009-03-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps. the march holiday's ending really soon... spoiler. haha! went to check out jia hui's blog earlier on & saw this pretty interesting "quiz" or "wadever u wanna call it"... it's called 30 FIRST REACTIONS. u're supposed to type wadever comes to your mind FIRST whenever u see these 30 words. here are my answers...

1. Beer: Drunk people

2. Food: I think i'm gonna puke. had too much for dinner just now...

3. Relationships: Crystal

4. Your CRUSH: No one

5. Power Rangers: Mighty Morphin Power Rangers

6. Life: Babies?

7. The President: Barrack Obama

8. Yummy: Gummy bears?

9. Cars: Lambo

10. Movie: Crystal

11. Halloween: Darren Leong

12. Sex: Ouch?

13. Religion: -blank-

14. Hate: Too many things came to my mind. so... let's skip this one

15. Fear: Ghosts

16. Marriage: Crystal

17. Blondes: The house bunny. haa

18. Slippers: My new pair of slippers

19. Shoes: My worn-out pair of snickers

20. Asians: huh?

21. Past time: Sleeping

22. One night stand: *******

23. My cell Phone: Scammed!

24. Smoke: Cigarettes

25. Fantasy: I wanna go to bed alr... zzz

26. College: @$%**!

27. High school life: Ms Foo

28. Pajamas: Myself?

29. Stars: Crystal

30. Alcohol: Same thing. Drunk ass'S

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

2009-03-18T02:55:00.002+08:00

Damn it, i'm having a blocked nose, sore throat & a slight flu right now. somehow i'll always end up with a fever soon after.

Alright, went to Clarke Quay yesterday to accompany nicole for her teeth extraction. poor girl... she must have suffered a lot, & i bet she still is. haha!

Feeling like shit now... think i shd be getting some sleep.

& it just started raining again...

Monday, March 16, 2009

2009-03-16T19:59:00.002+08:00

Mmkay, today was pretty much a boring day. i was left stuck at home in the morning 'cos the weather was really bad. good thing madelene asked me out for lunch otherwise i wld have died of boredom. haha.

Madelene: "hey, do u prefer girls wearing shorts or skirts?"
Me : "wad kind of question is tad? so random..."
Madelene: "then wad type of girl attracts u the most?"
Me : "hmmm... i dont know. but i find ah lians quite attractive"
Madelene: "ahh. 'cos u're an ah beng yourself!"
Me : "err... okay... wad abt u?"
Madelene: "i think tall guys are really cute."
Me : "so i'm cute?"
Madelene: "but i dont like guys who dont cut their nails"
Me : "hey look! i just cut my nails this morning!!"
Madelene: "okay, i dont like guys who dont foot the bill for me"
Me : "tads okay. u can dont like me!"

Hahah.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

2009-03-15T20:33:00.004+08:00

Had a "class outing" @ the IT fair this afternoon. the place was freaking crowded all the way frm city hall mrt station to suntec city. the crowd was really huge & everyone was just pushing and shoving one another. didnt get to see much of the exhibits... & as promised, i went to pay Nicole the "flyer girl" a visit. (: haha. oh! & i saw Samantha @ the fair too.

She kept complaining to me tad the other flyer guys were pestering her by asking her all sorts of funny qns & how this other stranger dude kept bugging her for her number. lol! big joke. of all girls, why NICOLE?!? the guys must be blind! :D

(today's conversation with nic...)

Nicole: "hey, u've got vains on your hand."
Me : "yea. i've got lots of them. 'cos i'm skinny."
Nicole: "i think guys with vains are hot..."
Me : "no wonder i'm the hottest guy in pjc"
Nicole: "err... right."

Hitting the movies with nicole tmr & i'll most probably be going to accompany her to the dentist to have her teeth extracted the day after tmr. haha. bet she's gonna wail like a baby.

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tag replies...

yuxin - haha. i'm nt really in the mood for it this year...but i guess i wont be a wet-blanket (:

samantha - it's really natural to feel tad way. dont take it too hrad on yourself k? your friend's fine now isnt he? (: so take it easy.

wing shan - me? not nice? lol. & i was still thinking of going back to the ctss carnival SPECIALLY to watch u march in the speech day parade... :(

siravut - who cares? i wld just bring my own bottle and go for refills whenever i want to. lol! wont even buy a single set meal.

anson - then u shd go poly anson. go RP's nursing course. i'm going there. let's go tgt! (:

crystal - there will be one lar. haha. anyway, wad made u think tad i've got a crush on some girl?

Friday, March 13, 2009

2009-03-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, it's finally FRIDAY!! :D alright! i LOVE FRIDAYS! haha.

Kinda overslept & didnt get the chance to wish everyone 'good luck' for their common-test today. felt really bad abt it after tad... really hope tad everyone does well for it! (: okay, so i met zhen hong in the morning to have breakfast @ macdonalds. we knew we were gonna be late for sch, so might as well be even later? lol! tads some good logic huh? anyway, why does mac offer free refills for coffee and tea but not COKE??? oh man... hate the fact tad mac doesnt provide free flow of coke & the fact tad i'm getting more & more cheapskate! haha!

Went for every lesson for the day & somehow... i managed to survive. (: oh yar, GSC lessons on wed & thurs were @^$%'ing boring. my eye-lids were damn heavy thru-out both of the lessons & i was really tempted to just sleep right in front of the teacher. but i didnt, of 'cos. haa. if it wasnt for emily & her infinite supply of sweets, i wld have been dead a very long time ago.

Headed over to the gym @ clementi after sch to work out some MUSCLES with Anson, Leon & WeiWen. lol. a bunch of gay guys... =.=" didnt go to the IT show @ suntec today in the end. i feel damn bad lar... pangseh zhen hong last min & didnt go pay nicole the "flyer girl" a visit. i promise i'll make up to u guys somehow. really sorry.

Yes! the march holidays are finally here! someone pls ask me out. LOL. really looking forward to the class outing... kk, i'm getting really tired. time to hit the sack. see u guys & take care

Sunday, March 08, 2009

2009-03-08T19:44:00.001+08:00

Headed downtown to chill’ out with Madelene and her bestie Serena this afternoon. Really needed the time-out... homework and all sorts of other dumbass assignments are beginning to pile up like… dog poo? Oh yea, side track a lil’… okay, so I went jogging ytd afternoon at this nearby park and there was this jogger who stepped on dog poo unknowingly and went on jogging happily like nobody’s business. So I guess the pathway’s pretty much stained with dog poo now? Eww… I swear I hate those inconsiderate, fcuked up dog-owners! Anyway, back to where I left…

Mmkay, the gals & I went to starbucks for a drink and somehow I ended up paying for everyone? See? I’m such a nice guy. (: LOL!! Studied a lil’ over there before madelene came up with all this crap abt tarot cards. Didn’t know she was into this sorta stuff… =.=” I thought John was the only weird one. Haa.
& so she read my fortune blahblahblah... She said tad there will be an improvement in my love life! Haha, nt so sure abt tad but I’ve been having this really strange feeling tad I’ve nt felt since I last had a crush on a girl. Oh well, just got to let nature take its course…

Gotta leave the com now. See u peeps! (:

Friday, March 06, 2009

2009-03-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

Got back my A lvl result for Chinese this afternoon. managed to score an A by chance/luck, wadsoever. see? i'm so "cheena" (: i was still intending to change my current H1 subj to china studies in english... learn frm someone. be a 100% "cheena"! haha. maybe i shd join CO too. & play the guzheng right? LOL! (inside joke)

Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday Si Yuan! (:

Monday, March 02, 2009

2009-03-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

Woke up with a really bad headache this morning. wad a way to kick start the first day of the week... fcuking monday blues set in as soon as i got outta bed. missed the usual 6.45am train & was almost late for school. hell, i ran like there was gonna be no tmr all the way from the bus stop to sch as soon as i got off frm the bus. & the route to sch was freaking smelly today... =.=" no idea why but it smelled like there was shit all over. for a moment back there, i tot i had stepped on shit or sth. haha.

As usual, lessons were boring. (: looking forward to this friday's inter-class relay!
really busy these days... gotta go work on my math homework now. see ya guys soon!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

2009-02-21T19:47:00.004+08:00

Hey, how's life everyone? (: had a really busy week and i guess it's something i've got to get used to sooner or later. took up hockey as a cca in school and training was kind of fun in a way or another. made tons of new friends in school too. they're all really nice people & i shd be thankful for tad. well, life in jc isnt all tad boring now thanks to them. haha.

Let's see wads there to blog abt... last saturday was valentine's day. spent almost the entire day working on a lil' something for someone really special to me. i'm glad she like it. [: went to meet yuxin for supper very late at night. everything was really last min. haa. we talked our hearts out thru the night & she actually got me a really cool water bottle. oh, madelene got me a $50 Adidas voucher & jolene got me a new shoe bag 'cos she kept complaining tad mine was too ugly. lol! such nice peeps, love them so much.

I'm doing great so far and i have nt been skipping sch (: gotta turn in for the night now. will update again when i have the time... so till then, take care! especially you. yes you.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

2009-02-05T19:15:00.002+08:00

Okay, this week in school seems to be better than the last...though i've been going back home late this entire week & missing out on family dinners. really feel bad abt it. & it's becoming a drag to wake up early in the morning... sometimes, in fact all the time, i just feel like cocking up some lame excuses to skip school so i can sleep longer. but i promised someone tad i will not skip school anymore... guess tad is wads "giving me the push" to get out of bed every morning. plus i've been punctual for school everyday.

Took a bus down to Plaza Sing this afternoon to have lunch+movie by myself. gotta take a breather frm my hectic schedule. caught "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". oh, when i was making my way down the escalator after the show, i swear i smelt the smell of HER. i can nv forget tad smell... somehow, i just felt like crying back then. like a lost child crying out for his mother in a really HUGE shopping center. haa

Lost love is still love. it takes a different form, tads all. you can't see her smile or hug her so tight or tousle her hair. but when those senses weaken, another heightens. memory. memory becomes your partner. you nurture it. you hold onto it.
It's the 22nd day since i last saw her...

Thursday, January 29, 2009

2009-01-29T17:00:00.004+08:00

Alright, so Madelene had a really good time scolding/cursing/swearing at (everything sounded the same) me just now when i went to meet her. shd have seen it coming... she said she wanted to treat me to lunch, but she ended up reprimanding me for no reason and insisted tad i treat her lunch instead. haa. joker...

Anyway, i have this feeling tad my luck's changing for the better. i just won a pair of movie passes. (: awesome. so who wants to hit the movies with me?! rawr! i'm dying for a show. any show.

Crystal, if u're seeing this, i just want u to know tad U OWE ME AN EXPLAINATION FOR BEING MIA FOR SO DARN LONG. AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I AM STILL WAITING FOR U! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! so dont u dare say tad it doesnt matter anymore or stuff like tad. cos it hurts!
I LOVE CRYSTAL!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

2009-01-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done with spring cleaning. 100% SHIOKness right now! can't believe my morning and afternoon zoom'ed pass me just like tad. let's see... i helped to wash the toilets, wipe the dust off the piano, and sweep the floor after dinner. oh yea, reunion dinner was just awesome. haa.

Anyway, while i was tidying up my study area earlier on, i found this ring tgt with a piece of note tad had the words "I will wait for her" on it. who is it am i waiting for? who's "her"? ...& i cant remember how long i've been waiting alr.
hahah! yea, i know... tad's totally random. but i just feel kind of weird abt it somehow.

OKAY! So......
Here's wishing every single one of u peeps out there, a very HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! (:

Friday, January 23, 2009

2009-01-23T01:01:00.003+08:00

Oh man, i'm so proud of myself! i managed to be super early for school this morning. arrived in sch at arnd 7, 7.10? PLUS i really did a lot in today's spring cleaning at home in the afternoon. or at least... i felt tad i did. (: haa.

Went over to Wei Wen's place to chill out tgt with Anson just now & i got back home only like an hr ago. did wad we always do - gay arnd, chit-chat, hang out in lot1 & lock ourselves up in ww's room. haha. oh & anson, if u're seeing this... just know tad i really wanna thank you for "the things" u sent me just now. i'm having the time of my life now lor. LOL

By the way, i was REALLY sick on monday, tuesday and wednesday. i DID NOT skip school/lessons intentionally. to everyone out there, pls take good care of yourself & try nt to fall sick during this crucial period of time... after all, chinese new year is only a couple of days away.

P.S: "Operation GPSFTGMHM is alr in progress. current participants: anson, ww, me"

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

2009-01-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

Mmkay, just finished helping my lil' brother with his math homework. anyway...is it just me or is secondary school math getting tougher by the year? 'cos i really dont recall myself having such a difficult life in my lower sec sch days ...or maybe i just didnt give a damn abt sch work. haa.

Life seems to be getting better. about time. i'm sure u guys wld have known by now wad am i gonna do to settle my problems and stuff like tad. & i do hope tad i have your support. (: thank you very much.

Chinese New Year is just arnd the corner & i'm really looking forward to it!! gonna spend the first week of the new year in m'sia with my relatives over there. might as well use this time to take a break frm everything tads stressing me out too.

Friday, January 16, 2009

2009-01-16T19:17:00.002+08:00

Finally it's friday! had a pretty rough week... school's damn boring, got caught twice for my hair, and there's no time for the guys to meet up & have a talk cock session. all i can say is tad... things aren't going well for me at all. i'm confused, distracted and it feels as if i'm being kept in the dark frm sth really important. all my hope seemed to have vanished just within a matter of days. & i feel so empty... wad exactly am i doing now? even i don't know the answer.

Perhaps i'm getting used to this feeling of complete emptiness with time.

So sorry for not being able to reply the tags u guys left me at an earlier timing. Anyway, here goes... (latest to most recent)
>>crystal: yea, i was waiting at the wrong gate all the time. tough luck...
>>yuxin: it sucks big time too! haha
>>Jolene: i miss hanging out with u all too. haa. get the other guys for an outing or sth soon bah (:
>>sira: _|_=.="
>>(:: bet u're either jeremy or clarence... nice try suckers. haha!

Friday, January 09, 2009

2009-01-09T18:43:00.002+08:00

Went to watch "Red Cliff 2" with Anson & Wei Wen in the afternoon. Then we headed down to jurong east library to study. lol! yup, tad's right. TO STUDY! & guess wad i saw in weiwen's file?! pay me to find out. oh hey, i shd really put a "make a donation" link on my blog. just like the one on Obama's website. who knows? i may even have my very own "samuel girl" too (:

School's gonna start soon. this is just nt right... i'm nt in the mood for anything.
i guess i really gotta move on now. i can't possibly do nth forever...
actually, i've got just the remedy for this "slack oso sian, dont slack oso sian" kind of mood i'm in now. & tad is to slack to a point where u become totally oblivious to anything! haa. okay, tad was real stupid.

Anyway, peishi hasnt been updating her blog lately... wonder how is she right now. oh well...

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

2009-01-06T17:24:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to say tad... i really do believe tad some day, Crystal's gonna come back to me. & when tad day comes, i'll do anything within my means to make her the happiest girl on this planet. i promise.

The pain of waiting for your loved one is really worse than anything... but if Crystal cld wait for me back then, i can do the same for her too. i just want her to know how much she means to me & tad time can prove my sincerity and how determined i am in getting her back. i want her to know tad i'm really looking forward to a future with her in it. nt as a friend, but as my other half. so for now... i'll be waiting.

And, i really want to tell her how much i love her in person.

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Oh, & i'd really like to apologise to Kuan Ming for being unable to attend his band concert tonight. i know how much hard work & effort he has put in for tonight's performance & it's really a pity i can't be there to give him my support. I am really sorry kuan ming.

To my one & only. To u, Crystal

2009-01-03T21:56:00.004+08:00

I've been doing lots of self-reflection lately... & i've been wondering if everything's alrdy too late to savage or nt?

Crystal doesn't resist the past in which i used to be with her. no matter how bad i've treated her, she was always right by my side all the time. She accepts everything in the past and lives firmly in the present. To me, who wanted to redo what i did in the past and make things right all over, crystal's innocence is too bright, which hurts me even more.

For almost 1 & a half years, the happy times, the sad times, the painful times, were all spent with crystal. i truely felt tad i was the only one who cld bring her happiness. the crystal who wld start sulking whenever i dont reply her msgs. the crystal who wld get angry whenever i stared and commented on how nice or how good other girls on the streets were. the stubborn crystal who wld always skip meals & yet tells me to have mine on time so tad i wldnt suffer frm gastric pain. i am the one who knows her best. the crystal who looks strong on the outside but is actually very sensitive. the crystal who always puts herself in second place, caring for me more than herself. the crystal who has always been by my side. the one who needed her the most, was me. But in the end, i kept all these thoughts in my heart. i was never honest in front of her. she was always by my side... the things i thought i cld say anytime... i never got to say them even once.

Samuel's New Year's Resolutions

2009-01-01T12:18:00.004+08:00

It's a really long list of stuff but here's the main gist of it.

1. To do better in my studies
2. Spend more quality time with my family (:
3. To go overseas all by myself!

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2009-01-01T03:33:00.010+08:00

Woohooo! goodbye 2008 and hellooo '09! haa. Okay, had a really fun party over at my place just a moment ago. let's see... there was Chris, Irving, Keng Wee, Kuan Ming & 5 of my younger brother's friends celebrating and counting down to the new year here. had a mini bbq party to go along with the occasion and it was pretty wild. we kind of "smoked up" the entire corridor initially and even had my neighbours to come check on us. haa. but things turned out fine after tad. Mahjong session thru-out the party with the guys and celebrated the first few moments of the new year with champaign! lol! no lar... it was just sparkling juice. Kuan Ming was forced to do a mini performance in front of everyone too.
Woah... it has been 5 years since the guys and i got to know one another. a truely amazing 5 years. here's a toast to yet another 5 years and more to come! (: haa Chris, irving and kw stayed over at my place the entire night till 6.30 in the morning for even more hardcore mahjong. (km had to catch a flight ltr on in the morning, so he cldn't stay) oh man, we're really addicted to the game. It's 6.50am now & i'm so sleepy! but i still decided to finish up with this entry before i hit the sack. Oh! here's wishing everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR once again!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

2008-12-30T09:57:00.003+08:00

Mmkay, i had this lil' conversation with my mom ytd abt my relationship problems. it was then tad i finally realised wad a dumb, immature, selfish, insensitive, uncaring, and all the negative adjectives wadsoever to describe wad samuel sim wei quan really is. & my mom oso added tad if she were to be my girlfriend, she'd definitely feel heart broken for having a boyfriend like me. it's just all the little things like taking her for granted, telling her how pretty or how good other girls are and so many other immature stuff tad i've been doing unconsciously over the past 1 year plus tad led to this eventual sour turn in our relationship. the moment i realised how foolish i've been, all tad was on my mind was to call her up at tad instant & apologise for everything. but tad wldn't be sincere enough. i needed to tell her in person. in fact, there're so many things i wanna tell her right now... but somehow, i can't bring myself to see or talk to her. i just feel so bad. all this while, it has really been a fairy tale... beauty & the beast. yea tad's right, i'm the mean, ugly, scary beast who only knows how to make belle cry.

& i just don't listen to any advice ppl give. weiwen told me tad one shd never listen to jay chou's 說好的幸福呢 (translation: where is the promised happiness) when one has just broke up with his or her other half but guess wad? i havent heard tad song before mah, so i went to youtube to check it out... & holy sh*t! my heart just sank real deep... i dont even think it's in me anymore. haa.

Okay, i was reading up jiahui's blog just a moment ago and yes! i do believe in fairies too! i want to believe in them. believe tad maybe one day, they're gonna lead crystal back to me... yea, some day. :'( & i'll be waiting for tad day to come.
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Oh, and i'd like to wish my buddy Christopher a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D haha!
my family's organising a countdown cum bbq party tmr evening (31/12/08) over at my place. it's open to everyone. there will be food, drinks, fun & lots of laughter, promise! (: so feel free to drop me a txt to let me know if u're interested in coming.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

2008-12-28T20:30:00.006+08:00

Went over to Wei Wen's place earlier on this afternoon to have a lil' chat with him. after all, we are both kind of on the same boat. haha. felt quite bad making him talk abt the unhappy events tad took place recently...
anyway, i gotta admit, i really learnt a lot frm him today. he really has his ways to deal with things. lol! and i left his place feeling so much better. thks weiwen!

& woah! my dad just installed a home karaoke system in the living room. awesome! =D guess it really came at the right time... k-boxing sessions all the way! hah.
but i kinda pity my poor neighbours... =.=" gotta endure all the "noise pollution".

Oh & Jia Hui, if u're seeing this, i just want u to know tad Wei Wen really loves u. i respect the both of u a lot and have always pictured u two as an example to so many other couples. i respect how dedicated u two are towards one another and somehow, i just feel tad it's really a waste for u two to break up. be it a big problem or a minor one, wldn't it be so much easier for u if wei wen cld just share part of your burden with u? try nt to be too hard on yourself k? & wadever the case is, wei wen's always just a phone call away. i really hope to see u guys get back tgt. (:

*day 3 and still waiting

I will continue to wait!

2008-12-27T15:15:00.002+08:00

the title says it all!!
"grow old with me. the BEST is yet to be" (:

Friday, December 26, 2008

2008-12-26T10:32:00.000+08:00

Okay, so Irving, Kuan Ming, Keng Wee and I met up at Suntec ytd for lunch & movie. We were really “budget” lar. Lol! Ordered take away frm the food court and had our little “gathering of the gays” over at the rooftop garden. Went to catch Bed-time Stories right after tad. It was a pretty awesome show to catch with the one (or ones) u love at the cinema this holiday. (:

Well, ending the day off just lik tad was gonna be a complete turn off, so the guys scoot’ed over to my place for a hardcore mahjong session. Haha! Christopher joined us too. It was just plain wild I’d say. My Aunt frm M’sia came over to my place along with her family last night too & the place just got really crowded. As usual, she started asking abt my girlfriend and stuff like tad… Interrogation! Hah!

The guys and I then headed down to Mt Faber. Climbed this frigging long flight of stairs tad was so poorly lit and all of were alrdy panting the moment we reached the top. Managed to check out tad really pretty Christmas tree at the top (: but we weren’t able to snap many photos ‘cos of the poor lighting. To view the photos tad we took last night, pls drop by Keng Wee’s blog. Lol
Mmkay, there just wasn’t much we cld do at Mt Faber. So we decided to go to Vivocity to check out the girls! & nt forgetting the Christmas tree at the sky park too... Haha!! I mean, wads wrong with guys looking at girls? Oh, we took this really dark path in a forested area all the way to Harbor Front. The entire stretch of the way walk was plain dark with no fu**ing lamp post whatsoever nearby at all. Man, I tell u… I was so frigging scared tad I actually held on to Irving’s hand lik a total gay thru-out the journey. & so did Km!! the entire surrounding was just pitch black!! U can’t blame us for being gay at tad point of time!!! …come to think of it now… eww… I held a guy’s hand! =.=” haha! But our little adventure was really fun nonetheless.
All of us were pretty much tired out by the time we arrived at Vivo. Rested & talked cock for a couple of minutes before we hit the streets & called it a day.

Anyway, I headed down to Crystal’s place right after we left Vivocity. Somehow, I just wanted to see her so desperately. And the moment I got off the train, I started running like there’s no tmr. Called her as soon as I arrived outside her place and we ended up chatting for quite a long time. Though all I did was saying things tad made her cry. Oh man, her eyes were alrdy swollen when I met her… thks to the previous entry in my blog. But things turned out fine in the end & I promised her tad I’d wait for her… be it a day, a year or a life time. (: I just love the way she is. I love everything abt her. I just love her. Haha.
After a couple of recent events tad took place this month, I just felt tad it’s necessary to let the ones u love know just how much they really mean to u before they’re gone.

It's Christmas...

2008-12-25T01:13:00.002+08:00

My so-called "surprise" wasn't really a success. somehow after tad incident, i've finally come to my senses... "when fate says tad we're not meant to be, then we really aren't. no use trying to go against it."

U gave me this song tad sparked off our little love story & now, i'm returning it back to u.
Is it the rain tad's making my eyes all watery...?

Anyways, here's wishing everyone a very merry christmas.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

2008-12-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

Just a couple of minutes ago, i learnt of something tad really shocked me. it was then tad i felt really helpless. wad i knew was tad this two friends of mine must have felt really upset because of a recent event but i just cldn't help make them feel any better. i am pathetic.

Monday, December 22, 2008

2008-12-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

Today's the second day i'm stuck with this dumb cold. damn it, my nose is like a leaking tap plus it's all red now... great, i can be Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer this christmas (",) sweet! haha.

Oh man, tad really beautiful christmas tree over at mt faber has been staring right at me since the start of december. :( i really wanna go check it out!! who wants to go with me? =D

Sunday, December 21, 2008

2008-12-21T10:35:00.000+08:00

You'd definitely know tad life's a bitch when everything starts to go wrong for u. Like when u're stuck in the toilet with no hot water 'cos u forgot to switch on the heater & no one's at home to help u out. damn it, caught a cold just like tad...

Being trapped in the lift on the 35th floor & having your ezlink card all screwed up don't really help make things any better either.

$^&%**@#%^!!! i hate it whenever i pay 55 cents for a bus ride & the bus driver demands to check my ezlink card to verify tad i'm REALLY a student... =.=" wtf man, do i look tad old or sth?

oh man, 4 more days & it's gonna be christmas! & i've got just the plan to spend tad awesome day with someone really awesome (:

Cool stuff

2008-12-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, check out "lil' emily's corner" just below the tagbox. hah, & watch my pet spin its head 360 degrees over & over again. HAHAH!

Saturday, 13 December, 2008

2008-12-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

Okay, i really gotta apologise to some ppl for turning down/canceling outings, appointments & "dates" during the Christmas season wadsoever at the very last minute. really sry. i'm kind of busy with my current job these couple of days...

Really desperate to meet the minimum quota for a promotion. haha! i know i'm being very selfish here, thinking only abt myself & all but i'm just damn confident tad i can get promoted sometime this month. probably tads why i'm PIA'ing all the way!
& when i've gotten my promotion, the first thing i'm gonna do is to treat all of u guys to a really good meal. u have my word (: i'm oso gonna buy a frigging BIG BELATED birthday present for someone! hah, owe for weeks alr...

Oh anyway, i got this really awesome dream last night. & i had this really good looking girl as my girlfriend in it. woah right? too bad something fell on my head & woke me up!!!
#@$!!&**^%^$%#@$@$@%^%#$@^%&##*(@&(@&(@&*@%@$!!! oh man, it really sucks to have dreams tad aren't complete...

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

2008-12-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

Had a "BAM-WAM!", totally awesome jamming session with Kuan Ming & Christopher over at my place yesterday. practiced the cover of I'm Yours the entire day. we took a video of it but the size of the video was way too big to upload. haha!

Hmmm... I'm guessing i wont be updating my blog till sometime near christmas (: pretty busy with some "stuff". lol! cya

Love Embassy ftw!

2008-12-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hey wad's up guys. here's an all-new logo for our band "Love Embassy". well, we had lots of help frm Jaclyn with all the designing & stuff like tad. once again, thank u jac (:

jaclyn came up with the wordings while i added in tad lil' heart shaped thingy to the left. a nice touch to a master piece huh? lol!

Pls feel free to comment on the design so tad we can improve on it. thks

Calling out to all my buddies

2008-12-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hey dudes, my 2 years hp contract ended a couple of days ago and now there's a lil' problem with my sim-card & the contact list is all pretty much screwed up... there is nt a single number in my contact list now & i'd really appreciate it if u guys cld just txt me any random sms telling me who's this & wadsoever. my number is still the same, 83332814. thks!

What a blast!

2008-12-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Headed down to Causeway Point for lunch at Seoul Garden with Anson, Kuan Ming & Wei Wen today. And we totally wiped out most of the food over there man. the guys & i felt as if we were a couple of months "pregnant" right after our meal. well, it all started out as real pleasure with all tad food & stuff but it soon became a total torture... hah! we literally stuffed ourselves with so much food tad we cldnt even take one more mouthful of food or we'd end up vomiting all over the place.

Scoot'ed down to wei wen's place to chill out after lunch & u know wad u'd get when u put a bunch of wild guys tgt in a room. lol!! no R-rated stuff of 'cos. tried out this pretty awesome website - http://www.karaokeparty.com & it was just crazy man. those gays really sang their hearts out! had a lil' jamming session at ww's place too. then we talked cock all the way till it got quite late...
here's a short clip(extract) of kuan ming & i doing an acoustic cover of I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.

we had a tiny bit of problem getting the right tune 'cos we didnt have a capo and km had to use his hand to actually hold the strings down. & it was 30% awkward and 70% gay... having 3 hands on a guitar. haha! but we had fun nonetheless. (:

To a Special Someone

2008-12-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

Alright then, this entry is entirely dedicated to a special someone...

To tad special someone:

Thanks for all the wonderful things u've done for me to make life all so much better. Be it listening to me whine all day long abt all the small things, being there for me whenever i need someone to talk to or confide in or even acting all "funny" to try to cheer me up whenever i'm down. haha. oh yea, & u never fail to make me smile at the end of each day.
come to think of it, we only got to know each other better after tad campfire night... (& tad fall! hah) It has been a really awesome 1 year having u as a friend, a listening ear & a fellow pink-tard. (: oh & by the way, here's wishing u and tad scar on your leg a very happy first anniversary! lol

& this very special someone is none other than wing shan (:

Monday, December 01, 2008

2008-12-01T13:53:00.000+08:00

Mmkay, woke up to yet another boring day. haha! ...too bad kuan ming has got band practice today, otherwise we cld have been happily dining in seoul garden right abt now!! anyway, i've still got to head down to wheelock place later on to get my brother's ipod fixed... it kinda ended up in the washing machine & oh well, u know wad happened. hah!

oh yea, my 2 yr hp contract is finally up! tad means new phone for ME! =D
alright, gotta blast now.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

2008-11-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

Hardcore PSP'ing yesterday. oh man, i seriously gotta get a life! someone please save me frm all this boredom... call me, text me, wadever, i just wanna hit the movies & do some other stuff besides rotting my life off at home, facing the computer all day AND playing the psp like there's no tmr.

-For a "Movie treat, lunch treat, Wadever treats for ME!", pls txt 8-333-28-1* LOL!!

Top 10 Countdown!! ( Week 2 )

2008-11-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

& here's this wk's top 10 (: enjoy!

No.1 : Love Story - Taylor Swift

No.2 : Can I Have This Dance - Vanessa Hudgens & Zac Efron (HSM3)

No.3 : Thunder - Boys Like Girls

No.4 : You Make It Real - James Morrison

No.5 : Say It Again - Marie Digby

No.6 : A Moment Like This - Leona Lewis
A moment like this - Leona

No.7 : How To Save A Life - The Fray
How To Save A Life - The Fray

No.8 : 7 Things - Miley Cyrus

No.9 : Love Song - Sara Bareilles
Love Song - Sara Bareilles

No.10 : Thats What You Get - Paramore
thats what you get - paramore

Buddy Night

2008-11-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, i'm organising a lil' "trip" down to wad used to be the holding site for ctss at commonwealth. it's 100% unofficial & it wld be at night. no worries though, we won't be breaking in. haha!

I'm sure u guys have been hearing all sorts of stories and rumours abt the holding site. after all, it is a pretty old building and nt many really know of its history besides the fact tad Fairfield Methodist Secondary & River Valley High Sch were its previous occupants before Clementi Town Secondary moved in.

well, one story i've heard frm jason was tad the previous 4A1'07 classroom on the 4th floor of the classroom blk was kind of "dirty". on the very first day of sch, the ppl frm 4A1'07 had problems unlocking the door to their classroom. the key & lock were checked but nth seemed to be the problem... somehow, they managed to unlock the door the following day. there was oso this occasion where a "little boy" was reportedly seen sitting in the middle of that particular class. jason oso mentioned tad there was other room which was supposedly haunted.

once, i had to walk all the way to queenstown back home frm the commonweath mrt stn 'cos i had dropped my wallet on the bus. =.=" i had to walk along this path just beside the canteen in the holding site & it wasnt at all easy trust me. i had chills running down my spine & my hair was just standing. it felt as if something or somethingS were actually staring at you frm within the holding site. it was a totally freaky experience man, i was literally running all the way back home.

okayy, so who wants to check out the holding site with me some night? (: lol!

Clarke Quay

2008-11-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

I cldn’t stand the boredom at home so earlier on this afternoon, kuan ming, irving & I went all the way to Clarke Quay frm tiong bahru to check out this sun-tanning studio. Monday was teevee hardcore so today gotta get out of my house for some breather. oh, & to my surprise, I was the first to reach tiong bahru (: haha! a great accomplishment really. plus I reached 5 mins before the meeting time. paiseh, side track a lil’ bit…

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Oh man, I just got to voice out my grievances! well, somehow or rather I just felt lik taking the bus instead of the train frm my place over to tiong to meet up with the guys. so I took bus 195 frm queenstown to tiong bahru. the journey took arnd 30 plus mins & this half-an-hour or so was just hell man. this uncle sat next to me the very moment I got to my seat. & hell, he must have been smoking before coming up to the bus. the smell of smoke all over him was… bad. real bad. I even gave him “the eye” & was so close to saying “hello? anybody on this bus got a air freshener or sth? this guy seriously stinks.” worst part of all, he sat right next to me throughout my entire trip. sian to the max.

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Alrighty, when we arrived at Clark Quay, we cldn’t figure out how to get to the studio. lol. all we had was an address with this really weird street name. took us a very long time to find the studio. =.=” & the best part was… we left the place in less than 10 mins. the tanning lotion was freaking ex lar… $60 plus for a small tube. plus tad’s the cheapest & “nt so good” type available in the studio.

Feeling a lil’ disappointed, we set off for peninsula plaza to check out some “cool & hipppp” clothes. but, we ended up wasting our time once again. hah. Had dinner at one of the “cafes” over there…at least, tads wad they call it. dudes, I gotta admit tad the fried rice there was really good. thumbs up! LOL!! went over to the nearest Watsons after dinner to get some sun-tan lotion to end off the day. & it was so much cheaper, $12!! haha. let’s hope it’s sunny tmr! (:

Movie Outing

2008-11-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wasn’t such a boring day for me after all. haha. I thought at first the movie outing was gonna be cancelled or postponed to another day because nt many ppl were going & it’s was kind of lik a last min thing. turned out tad Kuan Ming, Jit Siang & I were the only ones who cld make it.

Well, the 3 of us were late for the show. erm… km reached vivocity on the dot but he had to wait for us. lol! the timing for the show tad we were gonna catch was at 3.45pm. & we bought the movie tickets at 3.50. plus we even went to 7-11 to get drinks & some snacks. we’re just trying to be thrifty, nt cheapskate! hah. (:
We ended up being nearly 20mins late & the movie wasn’t even showing yet. haha, it was still showing all the commercials & stuff lik tad. lucky us, I guess? oh yea, the show tad we were watching was “Body of Lies”.

a pretty cool show I’d say. after the movie, the USUAL thing happened… we cldn’t decide where to have dinner. =.=” lol! somehow we ended up dining at pastamania. guess it’s kind of obvious who voted for tad place. haha

next, we went to queenstown cc after dinner to “shoot a few hoops”. played the ABC game there too. kuan ming’s luck was way off… to the LOUSY side. hah, while jit was just… jit. lucky. nothing else. (:

oh, we played a match with this other guy who was “just like weiwen but a lil’ more skillful”, according to km. played 2v2 with km & I in one team, jit & his new friend in the other. km & I were getting thrashed lik nobody’s business initially but we still managed to turn the tables arnd. wahahahaha!! & mr tan kuan ming was our man-of-the-match last night! *hey km, u better thk me for this. lol*

New CTSS Campus

2008-11-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

I gotta admit, the new ctss campus is simply fabulous. It looks even better than the jc i'm studying in.

Well, here are some photos taken during the tour of the new campus ytd...

There's a "bridge" tad links the classroom block to the hall. pretty neat huh?

& this the the totally awesome indoor sports hall. when i first stepped into the sports hall, i was lik... "wtf...? am i in one of the singapore expo halls or something?" it was just amazingly huge.

Top 10 Fav Hits Countdown (wk1)

2008-11-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

Haha! somehow, i just felt lik doing this sh*t.

Here's the list of this week's "Top 10 Favourite Hits Countdown"...
The ranking system & choice of songs were solely based on my personal preferences. lol! but frm next wk onwards, the songs tad are gonna appear on the billboard wld be entirely based on votes by u guys. tad's totally kick-a** man, i get to be my very own DJ on MY VERY OWN BLOG! hah

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No.10 : How To Save A Life - The Fray

No.9 : When You Say Nothing At All - Ronan Keating

No.8 : Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's

No.7 : Can I Have This Dance - Vanessa Hudgens & Zac Efron (HSM3)

No.6 : Jenny - The Click Five

No.5 : Now Or Never - High School Musical 3 Cast

No.4 : A Moment Like This - Leona Lewis

No.3 : That's My Goal - Shayne Ward

No.2 : Thunder - Boys Like Girls

No.1 : Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

New ctss campus, Thursday 20/11/08

2008-11-17T18:28:00.001+08:00

yet another boring day... :( the weather these days seriously sucks big time. no one's organising any outing whatsoever & i guess everyone's left to rot at home. hah

oh yea, mr chan is inviting all ex-clementeens over to the new campus this coming thursday 20/11. will be gathering at the clementi stadium at 8am before everyone starts off the "grand walk" to the new site. sounds pretty cool huh? ctss is finally moving in to the new campus. can't wait to see how much the campus has changed.

movie outing this thursday too! wld be catching Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa after lunch with mr chan. those who wish to join pls feel free to sms me for more info. the more the merrier isn't it? (:

Camp at Pasir Ris Park

2008-11-15T22:00:00.001+08:00

Alright man, just had a refreshing 10 hr sleep. Really needed tad.

The overnight camp at pasir ris park was totally awesome i'd say. & Wei Wen must have had the time of his life last night. oh yea, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to Wei Wen & Jia Hui! (: okay, so in my previous entry, the "secret" plan tad ww came up with was to surprise his girl at her chalet... with our help of 'cos. haha! i didnt really take part in the "operation"... :( had to look after the bbq pit & everyone's belongings in the TENT! yea, talking abt the tent, it was a SUPER DOWNSIZED 2-MEN TENT! let's see... there was Wei Wen, Leon, Bryan, Anson, Jit Siang, Teng Yu, Shawn, Jason, Boon Kiat, Daxino and I staying overnight for the camp but we only had a 2-men tent. LOL! but it didnt really matter i guess... 'cos no one really wanted to sleep.

Though i didnt witness wad actually happened over at the chalet, i heard frm the others tad things went really well. congratz ww! & after the entire operation came to a closure, the rest of us somehow started telling ghost stories & the "63 omens to doomsday". teng yu started this if i didnt rmb wrongly... he even went to talk abt the signs one wld see before one dies. haha.

So all of us really got into the mood for ghost stories & went to sit on the mat over at the grassy area just in front of our bbq pit. we all sat in a "circle" ( the circle wasnt really complete 'cos none of us wanted to have our back facing the sea. some superstition i think. ) and went on & on until... something seriously strange happened.

Imagine u & your friends sharing ghost stories in the middle of the night and everyone's alrdy feeling so tensed... then, someone interrupts the conversation & starts saying really weird things. well, tads wad happened dudes. wei wen interrupted the conversation really abruptly...

ww: " hey guys, i dont mean to freak u guys out but i am damn serious abt this. my vision was blurred for a moment just now & i cldnt see all of your faces clearly. seemed really misty around u guys."

rest of us(really freaked out) : " wad the f**k? dude, u're scaring us... "

ww: "ssshhhhhhh! keep quiet. <> i can feel something. i'm serious."

rest of us: " hey ww, u ok? ('cos he seemed to be in a daze. his eyes didnt meet ours and just went on telling us tad he feels something ard us. wad we said became completely oblivious to him)

okay, at this point of time, no one dared to utter a single word & i suspected tad the "mist" ww saw was actually "pocongs" (i've read quite a few stories abt pasir ris park having lots of these ghosts tad look lik mist). then, i felt it. at first when all of us were seated at the mat, i kept having this feeling as if something is poking me lightly on the back. to be more precise, i felt something lik a finger. i didnt want to scare myself, so i told myself tad maybe it was the wind (it was seriously damn windy then) or even muscle contraction due to tiredness. plus i even adjusted my shirt such tad it didnt come into contact with my back. but somehow, i felt it a couple of times again. okay, when my shirt wasnt touching my back, i cld feel tad "poking" sensation even more vividly. come to think abt it now... it was as though someone was trying to get my attention or calling me. back to where i was... alright, when everyone was silent, i felt it AGAIN. this time, it was lik a hand sliding down frm my neck all the way down my back. i know wad's lik having goosebumps and tad hair-raising feeling but this was totally different. it felt so defined. of 'cos, i got totally freak out and started chanting. i even stood up and walked away frm tad area immediately. the guys told me tad i shd stay tgt with them but i just cldnt help but nt want to go back there.

oh yea, wei wen once told us tad he can "sense" the presence of this kinda stuff ever since he was a kid.

when i walked away, i cld see mist ard the trees on the grassy area. at one point, i thought i saw a really black figure, somewhat the height of a school kid, running across the grassy area quite a distance away frm us. it was pretty dark, so i can't confirm. i warned the guys to come over but they refused at first but gave in eventually. things started to settle down a lil' over some time and we tried to distract ourselves by talking abt some other stuff.

By 4am today morning, most of us were alr half dead except for a few super hyper ones still playing mahjong. haha! & the train ride back home was a torture! want to sleep but cannot sleep... =.=" this feeling really sucks. & the moment i got home, i went to bathe straight away & "dropped dead". hah.

Start of Something New

2008-11-13T10:26:00.001+08:00

" Whoa... i'm really gettin' it the "high school musical" mood. hah, the title of this entry tells it all i guess. anyway, tad's nt the point... "

Hey ppl! =D yup, i know i'm kinda "lagging", starting a blog only now but... isn't it better to be late than never? haha. anyways, i'm totally new to this sort of stuff and most of the things here seem pretty foreign. in fact, i'm struggling to even get my first entry of this blog up... =.=" sounds unreal huh? ...hmm...i wonder why the girls love blogging so much... lol!

Alrighty, anson and i are going to wei wen's place to "jam" later on today. oh man, tad guy is really good i'd say. his plans for this fri's "midnight activity" is just... f**king out of this world dudes. can't really reveal wad he's up to at this point of time but i'll definitely post an entry abt it later this wk. can't wait to hear the rest of his plan ltr on. hah

Oh, here are some things i'd like to say to these awesome ppl before i end off this entry...

1. Clarence - "Hey clara! aha, how's your camp coming up? i heard frm jeremy last night tad u're having one hell of a fun camp. anyway, i finally own a blog! lol! dont lose your psp and have fun! :)

2. Wing Shan - "Hey there 168! :D how have u been? sry but... i still havent got your bday present!! LOL. hang on ah.........

<<<< jasmine: hello wing shan? wad wld u lik for your bday present? >>>>
<<<< u: anything PINK!!! >>>>

yea, i was shopping with jasmine for your bday present tad day at plaza sing but we cldnt get u anything. so so so sry! i "pinky swear" tad i'll get u your present before dec k? (: "

3. Jia Hui - "Yo! how's life? (: is wei wen treating u right? haha! anyway, see?!?!?! i finally got a blog. hah, u once told me tad ppl who blog are cool right? then wad will i become now? an iceberg? or Antarctica? LOL! cya soon. :D